PRINCE | A JIKOOK FF |

| Chapter : 19 |

"Mother.." Mrs. Jeon breaks eye contact and looks away as Jungkook clenches his teeth together and bites his lower lip "I disagree with this decision." All three looked at Jungkook in shock as Jungkook glared back "We will choose a bride who is the best-" "Mother, no. I want to marry someone I love." Jimin looks at Jungkook as Jungkook looks back at her and makes eye contact "Nuna.. You should side with me in this." Jimin looked away and exhaled as she blinked her eyes to hold her tears "Prince.. Don't you worry about the king? He is unwell.." Jimin pauses and sighs

"Just do whatever they want you to do." Jungkook gasped, shook his head in disbelief, and stood up from the couch "I did not expect this from you and you, mother" Jungkook said looking at Jimin and then at his mother with hatred "Think of something else" He said and exited the room as Jimin quickly stood up following behind Jungkook. Mrs. Jeon looked at her husband in shock and hate "What did I tell you?" She asks with her eyebrows raised as Mr. Jeon exhales and looks at her "He has to agree to this. Try talking to him." He says getting up as Mrs. Jeon gasps

"I DON'T WANT MY SON TO MARRY A RANDOM GIRL! DIDN'T YOU HEAR HIM? HE WANTS TO MARRY A WOMAN HE LOVES!" Mr. Jeon glares at her "I told you to never shout in my face!" Mrs. Jeon brushed her hair back with her fingers and moved closer to him "I wanted my son to disagree to this. He will never agree to this." Mr. Jeon exhaled in frustration and gripped onto the table next to him "You are just using an excuse of yourself being unhealthy to get him wedded to a wealthy woman." Mr. Jeon curses and glares at her 

"THEN WHAT AM I SUPPOSED TO DO? LET HIM MARRY AN IMPERFECT WOMAN WHO HAS GOT NO ROYALTY IN FRONT OF ANYONE!?" Mrs. Jeon slaps him and pushes him back by his shoulder. She glares into his eyes as her eyes are filled with anger "What my son needs is a woman who would love him for his personality, not for his wealth. And I don't care even if it's a mendicant. If they love each other, then so be it." Mr. Jeon scoffs and nods "Alright." Mr. Jeon stepped closer to her and looked at the dressing table where a big crown was kept 

"This decides the queen." She smirks at him "You need to keep that in mind. It would be best if you said this to yourself. Don't forget who your mother was." Mr. Jeon looked back at her as his eyes darkened "I wouldn't have wedded you in the first place if my mother didn't hand you the crown.." Mrs. Jeon looked straight into his eyes with no emotion present in her eyes "But you did fall for me later now, didn't you? Or else I would've left you. I never loved you anyways." Mrs. Jeon says, walking away. Mr. Jeon stood there, clenching his jaw, and tried ignoring his feelings.
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"Jungkook! Wait! This behavior towards your parents is unacceptable! You are a mature man Jungkook! Stop acting like a child" Jungkook ignored her and kept walking through the hall as Jimin ran to catch up with him and when she did catch up with his pace, she held his arm to stop him in his tracks. She looked at him with soft eyes "Jungkook.. I get it,  you do not want to wed a random woman.. But think about your father.. I wish I could side with you and reject this offer but... It's hard to... Jungkook, please." Jimin gave his arm a gentle squeeze 

"I get that you are hurt. I get it. But, you know that there was once, this same situation which happened to our parents too. Our pain was once, their pain too-" Jungkook shot her a glare and pushed his arm away from her making Jimin stumble at the sudden force. Jungkook looked into her eyes with pain as he shook his head "No, don't do that Park Jimin. What's gotten into you? Do not pity me. Do not compare my pain to others. Don't. Just..." Jungkook inhaled a sharp breath before looking away "We were never this close for you to pity a man like me." 

"Oh.." Is what Jimin says as she shakily exhales and backs away as her lips slowly tremble "I apologize.." Jungkook ran a hand down his face and stopped at his mouth as he covered his mouth with his palm. He closes his eyes and exhales as he starts walking towards the stairs but stops, turning around to face Jimin who is looking at the ground, struggling with her emotions "I do not want anyone to come to disturb me" Jungkook pauses and swallows the tension in his throat "Neither do I want your presence in my room.." Jimin slowly nodded as Jungkook left the hall.

"This is bad..." Jimin whispers and closes her eyes, fighting her tears "I shouldn't have said anything in the first place." She wraps one of her palms around the side of her neck and another on her eyes, covering it. "Jungkook... Shouldn't have said that.." She pressed her eyes gently with her fingers as she held in all the tears that were ready to fall down her cheeks and ran upstairs to her room. 
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"God. God. God. God. God.." She continues whispering 'God' under her breath while silently crying. Jimin was sitting on the floor, her back leaning on the wall and her knees to her chest while her arms were resting on her knees and her face hidden in her arms. 

"I hate this" she whispers,

"I hate this feeling" she whispers again,

"I hate how he makes me feel," she says, 

"I hate myself for falling for a guy who..." She inhales a sharp breath and exhales "Who I could never have." Her hands meet her hair as she roughly pushes it back from her face, giving all her frustration to her grip on her hair. "This is not fair.. It's not fair, how he makes me feel and he doesn't feel the exact way as I do." Jimin whispers with her shaky, broken voice. She slowly gets up and takes the support of the wall to not lose balance. She takes slow steps toward her mattress and when she reaches it, she throws herself on the soft mattress and hides her face in the bedsheets, wetting the part of it with her tears. She cries and cries until she falls asleep. 

"I can keep you so much more satisfied, love.." A deep voice whispers under his breath as he looks at Jimin from the screen in front of him. He smiles slowly and closes his eyes while leaning his back on his chair "Siblings..." He laughs out loud and shakes his head "There is no such thing as 'siblings' when it's the case of love." He bit his lower lip and opened his eyes to look into his screen again. To see Jimin. His Jimin. "My love, you are absolutely gorgeous." His smile disappeared and he took out a blade, resting the sharp piece on the skin of his arm. 

"Don't worry. We will soon be together and we will have matching tattoos." He smiles and pierces the blade into his skin, marking himself "J.I.M.I.N" He says and writes it down on his arm and then looks at all the blood flowing out off his arm "Pretty, as pretty as her." He throws the blade across his room and takes a towel, pressing it against his skin to stop the bleeding.

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End of Chapter 19.