SECRET K.TH

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Chapter 16

Y/n looked at Taehyung who hadn't woken up yet. After his su'c'de attempt, even he didn't want it to be this serious. But he end up, actually drowning himself in river except of faking it.

Y/n sat with Taesuk, who was looking stressed and sad. She rubbed his back. "Hey, don't worry. Doctors said Taehyung is fine."

"But It's just- It's just scary Y/n. Why would he do that? I don't get it. I don't get why he would try to end his life? After everything I did for him. He didn't even think of me before taking such a step." He exclaimed.

Y/n felt more guilty, she believes Taehyung did it because of her.

"I gave my all to his mother too, she still ended her life. And now Taehyung too, which makes me wonder if I am the problem?" He asked.

"Oh my god, you aren't." She hugged his arm. "It's not your fault honey. Stop blaming yourself."

He didn't say anything.

"Are you okay?" She asked. He shook his head.

"I am having a headache."

"Honey, you should rest. I am here with Taehyung." She said, He didn't agree at first but After a while convinced him it was late at night. So she sent him to rest.

After he left, she stood up and walked closer to Taehyung, she stared at him. While he was still conscious. She sat on the chair beside his bed.

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Taehyung lies in the hospital bed, his eyes fluttering open. He blinks, disoriented, and then notices Y/n sitting in a chair beside him, holding his hand.

"Taehyung, you're awake. Thank goodness." She said,

Taehyung tries to speak, but his throat feels dry and scratchy. He manages a weak nod.

"Y/n…"

"Shh, it's okay. Don't try to talk too much. Just rest. I've been so worried about you." She pulled her hair back and kissed his forehead.

Taehyung attempts a small smile, but it's clear that he's carrying a heavy burden. He didn't want to make Y/n worry. "Where is dad?"

"He was feeling well, so I sent him home." She said.

Taehyung clenched his fist." He doesn't fcking care about me."

"Hey, no. He didn't want to leave. I told him. And I am here right? Is that enough?" She asked.

Taehyung smiled. "No, I love you and I am happy to see you. But I didn't want to make you worry."

"Why did you do that Taehyung? Was it because of me?" She asked.

"Yes but no. It wasn't because of you. But I don't like that you were ignoring me" He said.

Tears well up in Y/n's eyes as she speaks, and Taehyung's heart aches for her."I wasn't, I just feel so bad. Your father, he forgives me and I want to be loyal to him. I am really happy with him, I fcked up once. But I don't want to ruin my marriage."

"No, no, don't cry." Taehyung panicked, he had seen Y/n mostly being strong, he didn't like to see her cry.

"Taehyung, you are lucky to have your father. My father never gives a sh't about me or my mother. I didn't want the same for my kids. And the amount of love he gives to my children, he treats them like they are his. Of course he's gonna love you the most. Don't be disrespectful to him because of me." She said,

"What about you? You don't give me love." Taehyung said.

"Taehyung, I tried right? But It end up in something else." She replied.