White tulip

Loving you

"Lets start how we met"

This happened in the school.

1 was kinda bad girl.
I used to drink,smoke doing some cutting classes. One day while me and my classmates drinking on the beach you were there staring at me but i didn't mind because i dont really know you that time

After we drink, you were still there guiding me because I was drunk already that time. I didn't notice I was laying on your shoulder it was nice I feel more comfortable talking to you. I was thinking that maybe you have feelings with me but i dont want to expect something. It was nice talking to you because every word i speak your there to listen

"The next day"

It was monday i didn't know what happened that time. I just remember how you really cared about me and i was slowly falling for you but i keep it in private, because i found out that you have already a girlfriend It doesn't matter to me. I choose to respect your relationship and distance myself .

Weeks have past.
It's getting complicated, the more I distance myself to you , the more I'm falling for you.

But one day i just wanna ask you a favor
"Chris do you have some friends that i can flirt with?"

(yes his name is chris his funny, kind, kinda handsome but standard for me and i do love him so much)

"I don't have some friends to give you but i can make you fall in love with me" :Chris said

"Are you crazy you already have a girlfriend bruh."

"Luna we just broke up"

That day since me and chris started chatting and there's this spark coming from were slowing falling for each other

"1 week later"

While were flirting each other i didn't expect that he would ask me something. That what kind of relation do we have.
"Luna what kind of relationship do we have?" Chris ask.

" i don't know chris"

"Maybe we should decide luna."
Luna Alexandra Park?

"Yes Chris Valdez?"

"Can you be my girlfriend and be with me forever?" chris ask

I said, "yes"

That's how our love started

Past few months you have a healthy relationship, we use to agrue sometimes but we just ended fixing it

As time went on, something changed with his chat as if he had been feeling it for a long time.
That's because when I left him he wanted to know why.

"Luna can i ask something?"

"Yes chris go ahaed what's wrong?"

"I dont know if you still remember but it keeps running through my mind why did you left me without even saying goodbye ?"

(While chris ask me that I didn't know his mentally hurt about it)

"Chris i didn't mean to leave you behind, Its just im scared that your the one gonna leave me. You already know how i was mentally hurt when my past relationship ended Im sorry chris"

"Luna i....i.. lovv.... do you know i was hoping that you will came back? I was waiting for you 4 yrs lunaa.
It was 4 yrs you left me behind i was so alone I really love you luna . I always staring at you telling that damn your so attractive but i just keep it in my mind because it might you dont want me anymore" Chris said.

(While chris telling me that I'm already crying)

"Chris, initially I didn't mean to hurt you but I'm aware it was a big mistake leaving you without any reason , hence ,I promise I will never leave you again".

"Luna i understand and thankyou for came back into my life this time i will never let you go. "I will love you until our hair turns grey".

"Chris, thank you for accepting me even though I hurt you before, but now I promise to love you until death to us part"

Now I am very lucky with chris, because there is someone who loves me truly. Even though sometimes I think that I don't deserve to be truly loved.

But when chris came into my life, he proved to me that he loves me and I deserve that.
He knows that sometimes I think about anything and sometimes I get to the point of my anxiety attack. But chris doesn't leave me and  he also understands me