Is This Love?-Jack Gillinksy FanFic

Chapter 5

Jack G POV
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I made the first move. I finally had the guts to kiss her. I was surprised she didn't pull away and start yelling or screaming at me for doing this. God she's a good kisser, her soft pink puffy lips feel so good against my lips. Iv never this way about any girl Iv kissed, this is different. Our lips were still locked together, I moved my head to deepen the kiss. I can tell she liked it because she kept pulling my hair, and let's just say she let a moan out.😂
I pulled her closer to me, she jumped and wrapped her legs around my torso. She soon roped kissing me. She just stared at me. I couldn't help but stare back at her beautiful face and eyes.
"J-Jack what was that.?" She asked me.
"Look Brooke I had to do it ok, Iv liked you since we first met. And right now you were so close to me that I couldn't hold my feelings back anymore I just had to ok." Well that came out of nowhere.
"Y-you like me.? She asked
"Yes Ok I do I like you a lot." I said
"Why didn't you ever tell me.?" Oh god here come the questions.
"Look I was going to tell you but when I did that's when you got you Jackass Boyfriend, I couldn't tell how I felt while you were with him." I said.
"Jack if you liked me than how come you became an asshole towards me, how come you took all my friends away and started spreading rumors about me. How come you destroyed my life. Jack tell me." No I knew if I told her she would hate me even more.
"Brooke I don't hate you...." She didn't let me finish.
"YOU DONT HATE ME, JACK YOU DESTROYED MY LIFE, YOUR THE REASON WHY I WOULD GET BULLIED AND WHY I LOST MY FRIENDS. AND NOW YOU SAY YOU DONT HATE ME REALLY JACK, YOUR BEING AN ASSHOLE RIGHT NOW." She started to scream.
"Look Brook the only reason I did all that was because I was mad and Jelous, ok I did all that because you were dating that jerk. I regret doing it though ok I regret doing all that." God I just want her to forgive me.
"JACK you did that all cause you were JELOUS OF ME DATING SOMEONE ELSE.? REALLY JACK?"
"YES ok I know what I did was wrong but if you give a chance I can fix all that pain that I caused you I'm just asking for one chance Brooke please." She stayed quiet but I can tell she was angry, I'm ready for her to tell at me and say no.
"JACK WHAT YOU FID WAS HORRIBLE, YOU CASUED ME SO MUCH OAIN IN MY LIFE, YOU DESTROYED IT YOU MADE EVERYONE IN THE SCHOOL MAKE ME LOOK LIKE A FUCKING SLUT, YOU HAVE NO IDEA HOW KUCH OAIN YOU CAUSE ME, AND NOW YOU AKSING ME FOR A CHANCE TO FIX ALL THAT. YOUR SICK JACK HONESTLY I CANT BELIVE YOU."
"Please Brook just listen to me..."
"NO JACK YOU LISTEN TO ME, BECUASE OF YOU I HAVE THESE BRUISES, BECUASE OF YOU I CRY MYSELF TO SLEEP, BECAUSE OF YOU IM NIT THE SAME, BECUASE OF YOU I CANT BE HAPPY, BECAUSE OF YOU I TRIED KILLING MYSELF MORE THAN ONE TIME,BECAUSE OF YOU I STARTED TO CUT." she tried what. I didn't know I hurt that bad to make her want to kill her self. God I'm such an asshole.she was crying a river by this point. Now I feel even more horrible. How can a bueatiful girl like Brook live like this. I can't Believe that I caused her so much pain.
"Look Brook I really mean it ok Iv never meant to hurt you this way or take it this far for you to kill yourself, Iv always loved you and when ever I would bully you and saw the PAIN in your eyes I would be hurt, I would want to help you and kiss you and say that I'm sorry, but I would always repeat the memory of us fighting, that memory kept me form saying sorry and helping you. I love you Brooke and I don't want to hurt you anymore. Please in begging for just one chance please that's all I'm Asking." I felt like I was going to cry at this point.
"Jack look I don't know if I can forgive you for all the things that you've done to me it's just really hard to forget...." I cut her off
"SEE THIS IS WHAT ANNOYS ABOUT YOU, PEOPLE APPALIGIZE TO YOU AND TRY TO BE YOUR FRIENDS BUT YOU ALWAYS JUST SHUT THEM OUT. I DONT EVEN KNOW WHY IM TRYINRG TO MAKE YIU DORGIVE ME IF YOUR JUST GOING TO BE THE SAME OLD BRAT YOU HAVE ALWAYS BEEN. YOULL NEVER STOP BEING THE ASSHOLE YOU ARE IF YOU DONT TEY TO FORGIVE PEOPLE OR LET THEM IN." God why was I screaming at her. I stopped when I saw pain in her eyes. AHH JACK STOP HURTING HER. Why did I say all that to her.........