She said she was fine but I know better than her lie. I ask what was wrong but she wouldn't tell me. I was going to try to help but she shut me out before I could say can I help. She told me she was sick of living. I made a bad choice and said, don't kill your life, and she said I was a bad friend and I haven't seen her since then or herd from her. I made a horrible choice by losing a best friend and I can't forgive myself because of what I said. If I could go back to that day and fix everything I would but I can't. I love Billie like a sister but you don't treat a sister like she is nothing and I wish I could fix it.
