Forbidden Longing

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by Mistywisty29

by Mistywisty29

It was midnight, and Chuuya was lying in bed while scrolling on his phone. His head whipped around when he heard a knock on the window, he sighed when he saw the messy brown hair and smug eyes. Despite his feelings towards the brunette, he got up and opened the window. "Thank you for letting me in, Chuuya!" Dazai chirped as he wrapped his arm around Chuuya's shoulders. Chuuya tensed at the touch, it felt so wrong, but right at the same time.

"Sure.." Chuuya muttered, a frustrated expression on his face. Dazai chuckled as he leaned down, gently kissing Chuuya's neck. "I don't understand why you didn't just come in through the door" Chuuya grumbled, he got a sudden pain on his neck "Ow, I told you to bite gently.." He got a nod from Dazai, "Right, sorry" he then pinned Chuuya softly to the bed, taking off his coat and letting it fall to the floor.

(Pretty sure we all know what happens next, but I don't write smut)

Chuuya woke up the next morning, sitting up and stretching. His eyes landed on Dazai, who was staring at the ceiling, 'He actually stayed?' Dazai looked at him, "Chuuya! Good morning!" His cheery voice filled the room, hurting Chuuya's ear, "Lower your voice, Mackerel.." he groaned, he hated Dazai's voice, at least that's what he kept telling himself.

"Why are you still here anyway?" Chuuya questioned, "You're usually gone when I wake up." Dazai's expression changed, from happy to serious, "I wanted to talk to you." "Then talk," came Chuuya's reply. He nodded, reaching forward and grabbing Chuuya's hand, "I want to stay with you.. I want to be here when you wake up, for the rest of my life."

Chuuya froze at his words, Dazai wanted him. He wanted to pull him into a hug and kiss him, but he knew he couldn't. "No," he spat, probably sounding way too aggressive. "It's not that I don't like you.. it's just I don't want to hurt you." He explained. "I can handle it," Dazai responded stubbornly. "No, you can't, I'll just ruin your happiness." Chuuya mumbled. "I'm fine with that," Dazai spoke before pulling Chuuya into a soft kiss.

(Hello, I have never written for Wattpad or Soukoku, I hope I did them alright, feel free to leave constructive criticism)

(Also this was originally supposed to be inspired by the song Romeo and Cinderella, and kind of is, but the stuff after the note is inspired by Tongues and Teeth by The Crane Wives)