I'm ruined, everything feels fake, unreal.
So much things happened the last week and I just can't.
He is still in my mind every time I'm in school, on break and go to buy snack or drink.
Everything that I think about is what if I see him there?
Will he even look at me?
Spare me a single look please.
Something more than just hi.
But you fucked up and don't even know how much it hurt me.
The thought of what you did haunts me every time I see you and you don't even know it.
