Okay this is going to be weird. I've asked onyx to write as I tried writing but it's been a while.
My name is Lucius and if I never died when I was 20 I would be 40 but I'm not, still 20. Weird fact I died the day I turned 20 and it's the same day onyx turned 10 strange Huh?
Anyway I just become an actual human again. Onyx revived me, he's the best (yes I am -onyx). I am missing below the knee of a leg which I swear was still there when I floated out of my body (???-onyx). Evian healed me a bit, they tried but I'm very strong so I don't think it did very much. I wasn't allowed to pick up my axe. Which is very rude (it is not he had just woken up-onyx).
It's weird being able to touch things again.
I would say I hope my mum and dad are okay but they wouldn't be on the world anymore thinking about it.
I think I miss home but I'm also home? (That makes zero sense-onyx).
I hope Cyril is doing okay. God he's probably moved on (he's rambling about Cyril-onyx). He's not cute like mar is or as kind as Akal but man was he good to me. (Lucius doesn't know that Cyril is married to a lady desi, they have six kids. I know Cyril as he dated Marla's mother for a bit-onyx).
I keep getting distracted. We are in Isarius. I fought against them in my war and the only reason I died was because I wasn't at the top of my game.
My friends were happy. They helped me get a leg and a cane (Mar,Akal and Tal got the leg. Evian and I with Lucius got the cane-onyx). I'm trying to get better at walking. Tal followed me and started playing. Sometimes it just gets on my nerves. No offence to tal or anything I just. Everything is so loud right now. Was being alive always this noisy?
I can't -onyx insert the word for talking about something- articulate (how do you forget about the word articulate-onyx), the things going on in my head.
Akal has been pacing since he got back. I'm also worried about Mar but I can keep still geez (says the man who is currently tapping his leg-onyx). I'm afraid things are going to fall apart between Trust and relationships of all of them.
I made tal sad.
Akal made Mar sad. (Akal never said that how do you know. -onyx)
Evian and Tal have lost trust in Mar.
Onyx isn't in the right mindset for all this. (Stop reading me like a fucking book. I'd like some privacy-onyx)
Everyone -except maybe tal- is worried about mar.
What if start accidentally spill secrets?
I don't want anyone to die.
I want so many things that I can't say them.
I wanted to write/talk about the things that happened today but I can't. We are going to the other side of this place to a mirror in where the archmage? Stays.
