I'm not heartless.. [Douma angst Douaka]

I'm Fine!!

Douma was in his room still trying to think then he looked in a mirror across the room he saw himself as a kid crying and his parents hitting him and covering the buises and scars with makeup. He then saw his sister Kaila saying stuff to Douma like " it's your fault brother you saw me die and didn't do anything". Douma walks up the mirror and wanted to break it which he did break it it's a small mirror like this.

Glass shattered all over the desk. Then Douma realized what he did he looked at his hand. It was bleeding. Douma cleaned up the glass and threw away the glass peices. Akaza then knocked on the door he said behind the door "Douma are you ok? I heard glass break I feel like the uppermoons did too" Douma said from the other side of the door "yeah I'm fine something just broke when I was reaching for something" Akaza said " I don't believe you" Douma said "fine don't believe me".
Akaza walked in and saw Douma bandaging his hand because of him breaking the mirror. Akaza said "Douma! What happened!" Akaza said while closing the door behind him. Douma used his blood demon art to tie Akazas left hand to the door so he couldn't come closer. Akaza struggled to get his left hand free from the vine but gave up after a few minutes Akaza said "Douma what is wrong I told you this the other night what's wrong you been avoiding me barely talking you don't smile anymore you don't want to talk to us anymore what is wrong!" Akaza sounded mad. Douma said " I'm going deaf that's what I didn't know how ya'll would react.."  Douma pauses before saying "you're the one with anger issues so I didn't want to tell you.." Akazas face softened and Douma got rid of the ice vine.
Akaza: Douma you can't keep hiding your emotions and other stuff it's not healthy!
Douma: I don't care!
Akaza: Douma you're gonna die if you keep going like thi-.
Douma kisses Akaza to shut him up. Douma also did something else during it idk what though.

Akaza was surprised by it but kinda liked it. Douma said "now will you shut up?" Akaza couldn't speak and just nodded. Douma held Akaza close and after a few hours Akaza leaves. Douma sat down on the bed after he closed the door he starts crying because of the mirror thing.
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I have to end it here I have to get ready to go see relatives. Have a good day/night my gays!