Darren liang /y/n

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I ended up falling asleep on the floor and woke up and it was 3 am I stood up and walked towards Darren's office if he wasn't with the boy he was in his office and the boys also apologized to Justin and have changed so I've been kinda on my own most of the time I opened his office door he looked up and I looked at him in the eyes which he did the same I walked out closing his door and decided to head to bed I decided I would sleep in the guest bedroom so I grabbed a pillow and my phone and walked there I got in bed and laid there for awhile I heard my door open and the bed dip were my feet are my back against him I closed my eyes pretending to sleep as he sat there.

D- ik your not asleep why are you in here and not in bed.

I sat up and signed.

"I need space and you would understand you've gave yourself plenty from me now please let me sleep."

He got up without a word and left closing the door I laid down and sobbed hugging rhe comforter I cried myself to sleep and the next morning I got up took a shower and got changed I made my way to the pool were I wanted to take a morning swim I got in and started doing some Laps after a couple of laid darren came to the pool and got in I was very mad and hurt by the way he was acting lately so I got put of the pool and wrapped myself in a towel walking away back to the guest room I locked the door and changed into my jogging shoes and jogging clothes I put my headphones on as I passed him in the hall once I got outside I started my jog well more like run I was running because I just wanted to hear my heart beat I finally finished my run and went to shower darren was talking to some of his workers and I passed by him and to my guest bedroom I heard him follow me so I quickly locked the door and slid myself down I could tell he did the same my back was against the door as we sat there him on the other side.

D- why are you avoiding me.

I got up a went to the bathroom I took a cold shower and changed into some sweatpants and a tight long sleeve shirt I opened the door and he was gone I put on my headphones and looked down there was my favorite flowers I wanted to get them but I didn't I ignored them and kept walking ever since the whole incident we haven't really done anything sexual but not but I wasn't ready more because he distanced himself after I got better. I walked around to the kitchen and sat on the counter and ate a cookie he walked in and sat at the island as I say on the counter infront of him I could see his lips talking but ignored him I walked somewhere else in this huge house and did my own thing this went on for about 2 weeks of us both not talking sleeping in the same bed nothing Really just the same house and it hurt my heart ached especially since he's all I could think about.