I have no one to talk to because I think when I talk to someone they will say I'm just to sensitive so, Hi self!
It's been so heavy lately. I'm tired, I'm exhausted. Gusto ko ng sumuko sa work, sobrang nahihirapan na ako but my responsibility can't. I don't feel the excitement, the enjoyment everyday when going to work. It feels like all I do in work is a burder to them. All the good things I do to accomplished, to help them, In just one mistake it's like all the good things I do is wipe out. It's like every day, I made a horrible mistake. They didn't know that under my desk my legs are shaking, I have a shaking hands while typing keyboard. Behind my laugh, my smile, my silly jokes is a girl crying at night. They didn't know I have anxiety attack but I still smile, I still did my best but overthinking always win. In my silence they think I am just to busy but I have no strength to argue. I'm tired.📝
Me