Its simple really//a danisnotonfire fanfiction//

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Dan had gone home as phil wanted to make a vidio with him.

I took this as an opertunity to have a girly chat with my sisters.

I invited them all into my room and pulled out out secret stash of sweets that was hidden in my wardrobe.

"So" i said.
"So" spring repeted.
"Hows life?" I asked.
"Great" autumn replied.

The conversation was quite boring until summer decided to pull out a random remark.
"Hows dan?" She asked.
"Fine why?"
"Oh cause i know that he dyed your hair and its like you dont let anyone touch your hair let alone some guy you found on the street"
"I did not find him on the street" i said disgusted.
"Well you kind of did. anyway why would you let a stranger dye your hair if you dont even let me do it?"
"Because hes not a stranger" summer was getting me angry and if im honest it was the first time she had ever done that.
"Stop talking about him like hes a piece of shit because hes not" i said
"Whoa hold on..."
"No you wouldnt like it if i said that phil was some random guy who in your eyes was worthless and might as well not have even come into your life because THAT IS WHAT YOU ARE IMPLYING" i yelled at her.
"Thats different phils my boyfriend" she said.
"HOW IS IT DIFFERENT THOUGH?" I yelled.
"Because when i met phil it was like love at first sight and we just clicked you and dan bumped into eachother and he gave you his number"
"And i knew that he was going to be an amazing friend from the second i met him" i defended him like i always would.
"Dan didnt add anything to your life did he if im honest he took somethig away. he took the time that you would spend with us" spring and autumn just sat there in silence as summer began to get increasingly more angry.
"He didnt take anything away he made me happier than i have ever been in my life"
"Yeah alright then" she scoffed.
"I dont even know why you are friends with him he's a worthless emo" she said.
"Take that back" i said through gritted teeth.
"Why should i?" She said crossing her arms.
"I SAID TAKE IT BACK!" I screamed at her.
"WHY DO YOU EVEN CARE?" She yelled back at me.

"BECAUSE I LOVE HIM!" I froze. shit shit shit shit shit. i didnt meen to say that.
"There it is" summer said with a smile.

I ran out of the house and ran. i didnt know where i was going i just ran. i was so embarresed. dan didnt love me back and now summer was going to tell him and it would ruin our friendship.

I ran into the park where i saw dan for the first time and slumped down under the cherry tree. i curled up in a ball and cried. i just cried.

I had ruined everything.