God of Death's First Love [MTL]

Ch 32

Chapter 32

Only then did he realize that she was no longer the innocent and foolish girl she was back then, and she was already out of his control. It's just that she has always been obedient and has never done anything to make him suspicious, and he has never put up a defense.

Like now, he doesn't even have a clue.

He didn't know how full her wings were, how she managed to change things under his nose without him noticing, and he couldn't even imagine where she might go.

Ye family...Ye family?

Impossible, if found out, it would be a death penalty. Since she cares about her family, how could she dare to go back.

He comforted himself, forcibly suppressed his restless beating heart, summoned his attendants, and issued a secret order.

After a month of restlessness, he did not get the results he wanted. Unfortunately, he was too busy to do anything.

A country cannot live without a king for a day. Even if he is the emperor of this dynasty, he is still confined to the capital. The affairs of the court affect his whole body, and he cannot go to find her in person.

Moreover, her brother led the Ye family army to attack the Western Barbarians, and the war was urgent. If she really wanted to dismiss the matter, she should have unblocked the joints and prevented the declaration of war. But it was already a month ago, and the Ye family army went on the expedition. There were no accidents on the way, and there was no trace at all. information.

She suddenly disappeared from his world, just like evaporating from the earth.

After not seeing her for three days, she stopped for a moment in her courtyard and could still force herself to turn around. She was already uneasy after not seeing her for seven days, let alone one month.

However, no matter how worried you are, you can't forget one thing that you should do.

In March, after missing her everywhere, he finally got on his horse and went to the Western Barbarians in person.

At this time, the war in the Western Barbarians was coming to an end, and he only needed to lead his troops to clean up the mess and test the land that was about to be taken into his hands. This should have been a happy thing, but unfortunately he could no longer taste the joy he had longed for, and the satisfaction he once imagined he wanted to achieve has never been achieved. Instead, he was replaced by greater panic and uneasiness.

In fact, those things are all imaginary. So what if the ground he steps on belongs to him? So what if this dynasty belongs to him? What he fears most is not not getting it, but that after he truly stands at the top, he suddenly looks back and finds that the person who can share his joy has left.

Originally, he had some thoughts, thinking that she liked him so much and would definitely miss him and come back after a while when her anger subsided. But the longer he waited, the colder his heart became.

Even, he realized belatedly that maybe he was in control of everything, and her love was all intentional, to win his favor, for the Ye family's prosperity, to paralyze him, and to be better in the palace. to survive.

Should he hate her then? Hate her for being cold and deceitful?

He couldn't, because he couldn't betray his heart. Even if she really meant it, he couldn't hate her.

The trap he set himself did not make her fall in love with him, but instead caused her to fall into the darkness of the palace. Maybe it was his fault from the beginning. Since he is an emperor, he should let her marry a good family, which is also a good thing. Ye family.

In the beginning, it was his selfishness that caused the misfortune. As an emperor, all kinds of helplessness will inevitably lead to today's step. He should have foreseen it, but he overestimated his influence on her and was too conceited.

She is actually a very independent person, and she is not as sweet and docile as she appears. It takes a lot of courage, such a sophisticated layout, and the huge risk of being discovered to escape from the palace... I really didn't expect that she was silent. It was done without interest.

It was dusk that day when she saw her brother Ye Chen again.

It was no different from what he thought. It was reported that General Ye had been fighting for days. His body was exhausted and suffered from new and old injuries, but he still fought bloody Dismounted, it was obvious that he would not live long.

It went so smoothly, so smoothly that he felt that everything except her was like a miracle.

The kingdom he wanted was within reach, and Ye Chen seemed to know the meaning of his imperial edict, and was prepared to go to the battlefield to save the Ye family.

He was so conceited that he didn't even dismount, he just held the reins coldly, looked at Ye Chen who was covered in blood on the ground, and told him to give him a generous burial.

He knew that he was cold-blooded, and he was like this in everything except her. Even for her family members, he didn't have any feelings at all. At most, he looked after her a little for her sake. But now she is gone, and so is his heart.

Ye Chen is a good general, but it is a pity that no matter who takes the throne of God, he will not be tolerated.

He died generously without any complaints. I never expected that the Ye family's bunch of drunkards would raise such a wise person.

However, appreciation is appreciation.

He was about to look away when he suddenly saw a long sword piercing the ground beside Ye Chen. A familiar flower-shaped pendant hung on the hilt, which looked familiar.

Ye Qing also has one.

It was probably her brother who always reminded him of her. He had a hard-hearted heart and looked away, but in a blink of an eye he realized that the angry Ye Chen had been looking at him eagerly. Although his pupils had begun to dilate, he still opened his mouth tremblingly.

"Chess..."

As soon as this mouth shape came out, there was a roar in his head, and for the first time he could hardly maintain his imperial demeanor.

All the limbs and bones were filled with coldness, and the panic deep in his heart seemed to be able to swallow a person up. The cold despair that was about to suffocate death surrounded him.

He almost fell off his horse, and he didn't even know how he ran to her and held her tightly in his arms.

He thought he would feel safe holding her, but the blood in his tentacles was no longer warm, and he even felt that her body was getting colder.

In an instant, the world was spinning. He might have gone crazy, or he might not be able to distinguish between dreams and reality. He felt that everything was fake and an illusion created by his over-worrying.

However, she smiled at him.

In his arms, she moved weakly, as if trying to point in one direction. That mouth shape was silently telling the story of the empire she had built for him in the past few months.

That smile was very pure, with a bit of satisfaction that her wish had been fulfilled. She just nestled in his arms with peace of mind and never moved again.

He shook her shoulders vigorously.

He tried his best to convey his inner strength to her.

He called her name in her ear, and in his excitement said some nonsense that an emperor should not say.

But she was motionless.