Taylor Swift Oneshots

Haunted

"Come on, come on, don't leave me like this, I thought I had you figured out!"

you and your girlfriend of 4 years have just gotten into another fight. Actually, you don't know if she is even your girlfriend. You were never official but the whole world knew there was something going on between you two, you even lived together and slept in the same bed. You always felt she was embarrassed of you and you could never grasp on to why. You tried to be the best girlfriend you ever could, being there for her when she was sick, being with her through every step of the way, comforting her when she'd cry or was upset, helping her when she was mad. You were always by her side, wherever she went, you went, too. You thought you were maybe just to clingy and she gets annoyed at you, but then why did she never tell you to leave her alone? Maybe everything was your fault.

Whenever you fight, you book a hotel for the night. And you had just got back to your house after spending a night there, having barely slept because you spent all night thinking about her. You open the door and see Taylor jotting some things down. One of her cats, Meredith, jumps on the table and you have your bag older your shoulder and your just standing there, admiring her hands as she writes. She looks up at you, the whole room is silent. Taylor looks up at you staring at her, its just silent as you and Taylor stare at eachother. Meredith meowing breaking the silence. "Were we ever meant to happen, Y/N," Taylor says while looking at you and you shrug, not knowing what she means. She catches on that you don't get it, "Like was every minute we spent together a mistake?" She adds.

Your eyes go wide, and what she says makes you wonder, were you two ever meant to happen? Should you two even be trying anymore? "I mean, you tell me, Taylor. Do you ever feel like theres any love for me left in your heart?" You hope her answer is yes, you hope everything turns back to normal, like how it was when you two were teenagers. No arguments, no secrets, just love for eachother.

Taylor is blinking back tears, she finally speaks, "Some days, I feel nothing but lust for you. And then others, I hate you," You nod to her response and she gets up and heads to your guys room "Maybe one day we will be perfect again. That day isnt anytime soon"

You stay silent as she leaves and just stands there for a minute, dropping your bags on the floor. You decide to read the paper, and it reads, "I love her, I love her so much. I just want to go back and change everything with her, I want to hold her and tell her that its okay and that none of it is her fault. I overreacted back then and now its a habit, a bad habit. I want to go farther with her, farther with her than anyone else has managed to do. But she would never, she never ever has put out. But still, neither have I. Yet I still feel so much lust for her. I don't want to lose her, I couldn't go a day without her. Not having her next to me every other night pains me and I wish she never felt the need to. I want the arguments to stop, but they never will. I just want her to know, I love her more than anything in this whole world, even myself."

You put the letter back in place, tears running down your eyes. Why did she never tell you she loved you like this? She can't just leave you at this, you want an answer from her. You finally figured this out and you wanted to confront her, but when you entered your guys shared room, she was gone, no where to be found. "Taylor," You shout, looking in your guys bathroom in the bedroom, "Taylor!?" You shout a little louder. There was no response, and you couldn't find her. Until you see her smoking a cigarette on the porch of your backyard. She rarely ever smokes, its only really when shes stressed and going through something rough. You open the sliding door, "Taylor, don't leave me like this..." She turns around after you say this and she lights out her cigarette, blowing the last puff of smoke out of her mouth, "You really need to stop that shit." You say, taking a step closer to her.

"Get away from me..." She says, digging her face into her hands. You looked at her and the bottle of vodka next to her. 

"I need to get drunk right now..." You say, grabbing the bottle of vodka.

"Babe that is literally the stupidest idea ever, what the fuck are you thinking?" She says, looking at you as you chug the bottle of vodka.

"Life sucks, everything is going wrong..." You say, slamming the bottle on the railing of the porch. She cocks her head to the side.

"What do you mean 'everything is going wrong'?" She attempts to grab your hand, but in a drunken rage, you wiggle your arm away from her grasp roughly.

"You know what I mean, Taylor!" You say as tears run down my eyes and in a whiny voice "You know EXACTLY what I mean! Us, were not perfect anymore... and.... and.... why didn't you ever tell me you loved me!"

Taylors mouth opens a little in shock "I..." She goes silent

"Come on! Don't leave me like this, I thought I finally figured you out," You whipe your eyes "Your all I ever wanted... finish what you start, Taylor."

She puts her hands behind the back "Y/N, where are you getting all this from..?" Taylor says with a slight panic.

"The note! The note you wrote when I walked in, if I knew you loved me so much, I would've fought for us, Taylor!" You said. Taylor grabbed your shoulder, and this time, you didn't fight it.

"I...I thought you knew!" She looks at you concerningly, her eyes beginning to water.

"Well I didn't know... why didn't you let me know, in anyway?" you say, you begin to run to her arms and cry in to her chest "I dont want you to regret anything we did, Taylor, please..."

She wraps her arms around you say "I won't ever regret a second I spent with you, Y/N..." She says, playing with your hair. She kisses your face "I cant turn back now, Im haunted," 

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I'll prolly make a part 2 bcs this chapter ended horribly

This isn't really anything like Haunted but I just wanted to do a chapter like this.

Requests for other eras are open

lol im so sorry for this chapter because so far, Im least proud of this one.

Bye now !!