𝖤𝗍𝖾𝗋𝗇𝖺𝗅𝗅𝗒 𝖸𝗈𝗎𝗋𝗌 - 𝖣𝖺𝗓𝖺𝗂 𝖮𝗌𝖺𝗆𝗎

1- An Ordinary Life

I've Noticed that most of you guys haven't read the intro ¬_¬ and it's important for the plot so I'm writing it here as well.

Ps this is my first time writing a Fanfiction. English isn't my native language. Excuse my stupid mistakes and grammatical errors .

So let's begin shall we ?

Y/N = Your Name  B/N = Brother's Name  Bsf/N = Best friend's name

Y/N: Age : 18

Home town : Pakistan  Religion: Muslim

Voice in Your head 

Thoughts are italicized .

Before y'all start screaming that why am i specifying the home town , age and religion it's necessary for the plot. Idk trust me on this i guess. I'm still figuring it out. The rest of the plot I shall explain as we move forward in the chapters.

I had a debate with myself whether or not i should make this a reader based fanfic. I made into a mixture of both. It's a mess now. Anyways i guess you guys got to take a leap of faith .

Wish me best of luck ＞︿＜ And also before we begin .

You have to take an oath that you'll play the songs / videos I'll be referencing. Or else, My spirit shall haunt you O_O. No seriously I reference each and every video / song after so much research so please don't skip them.^_^

 𝑳𝒊𝒇𝒆

𝑶𝒏𝒆 𝒘𝒐𝒓𝒅 - 𝑭𝒐𝒖𝒓 𝑳𝒆𝒕𝒕𝒆𝒓𝒔, 𝒋𝒖𝒔𝒕 𝒍𝒊𝒌𝒆 𝑳𝒐𝒗𝒆.

Both of these terms were a mystery to this world . No one has deciphered the true meaning of these two simple and trivial words. Some believe you gradually construct your own meaning of these two as you grow old. While others say that they have a different meaning for everyone. In conclusion, Nobody knew what it truly meant to live or love.

However, if someone asked you, life is just another word for constant and meaningless suffering. You considered those who try to find purpose in this never-ending abyss as the biggest idiots. Searching for meaning in this existence is merely a fool's errand , you thought as you looked above at the sky. And yet deep down, we all still yearn for it, don't we? In this world where even the tiniest glimmer of light is extinguished, we all cling to the hope of a brighter future.

Why is that?

Is it the fear that drives us ? the fear that all this agony will be in vain?

You wondered as the clouds passed by. The serene sight of the sky with clouds gently drifting, stirred an ache in your heart. You raised your right arm and reached towards the sky hoping you'd become one with the clouds . Wishing to join them in their peaceful venture . Your thoughts were interrupted by the sound of someone calling your name.

 You sighed and walked towards the ladder that lead you down into your

 "Sweet Home"

 Your mind emphasized on the word "Sweet" once again, reminding you that it was anything but that. As you descended the ladder, your mom gave you an annoyed look. And even before she said anything, someone whispered inside your head. 

Here it goes again.

 "Y/N, how many times do I have to remind you to study? "You didn't want to hear her lecture on this distasteful topic . So you looked at her with a bored expression and sarcastically replied, "Did I ask you to remind me of such an awful thing every second of my life?" She became even more annoyed at your behavior. "No, I don't recall asking for it , but you still have to remind me about it like a damn alarm. "