Clown,your clown your only clown
Shaping me like you want I made you
Think I was the character and you
Behind all my actions controlling each of my movements
But I was just learning, studying your ways
Your ways are very much expected
Never thought it would get to me like that
But how was I supposed to know
When it was my first time actually holding to someone
Who actually held me back tighter
The more you reappeared the more
I got caught up with wanting more of you
You who am sure will take more than a glimpse and
Months to get over but eventually
I remembered you were just a man
And away I went promising to never look back
But just haunt you , you craving for my touch
As I am near but very far from your reach
Enjoying your frustration and your arrogance to accept
That I am the one very different from what you never had
How I took your coward silence and made you confident
Just to get you back to a wreck you are
How pleasing it is to watch your despair
As you play the role of the Good Man
When you are just a Man
With nothing but a fake identity to fit in
How I pity your living,...
