I feel like I'm sinking.,
like drowning in a wave,
Life just feels like I'm wondering through a foggy haze,
If I ever make it out surely I will never be the same
I'm beaten, and broken, defeated by despair,
To far gone to ever care,
If ever I am found under your sheets again,
it will be because I have lost all self respect through this to care,
why you just so happen to never ever be there,
I will sink myself in the end for this is it,
I want nothing more than to quit.
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