It has been almost a month since that in incidence and nothing much happened. Except them battling within themselves.with their thoughts and feelings.
Yoongi was having theses complicated feeling that he cannot explain even to himself. Many things were happening at the sam e time.
At one side, he was hating ,even more than it, jungkook and his family. It was getting tough for him to be away from everyone avoiding them. He just want him to be away from them
But at the same time, he just want to go and tell them how much he missed them, wants them. Loves them. He just want to tell about all his feelings to someone, anyone.
But the problem is he is afraid. He is afraid of telling his feelings. Afraid to express himself. Afraid to just do something to end himself suffering.
At this point he just needs someone as a friends like before. A friend like jimin. Who was there with him since the beginning.
He sometimes cries remembering all those times when jimin used to cheer him whenever he felt diwn, used to bright up his day by just smiling.
He doesn't even realized when he fell for him. He does not even noticed when he fell for the cute eye smile.
But what break his heart was when he saw the person he liked the most with his own brother a little too close. The main reason he hated jungkook was not because of the past, he got over it by time but was that everyone he cared for is closer to jungkook than himself.
Whether it is his actual family, friends, crush or now the family that accepted him, considered him as a part of them, were all impressed by jungkook.
He just for once want not everyone but someone to praise him for his efforts. For what he did. Even if they were not comparing him with jungkook but he himself was.
This all was just in his mind. But how to make him understand this. He was just determined to prove himself better than jungkook no matter what.
But it was totally opposite for jungkook. He just wanted his brother back. The one who he shared his ice cream while watching movies. The one who would gave him all his snacks if he asked once. The one for whom he can fight anyone. The one for whom he can leave anyone. But he does not know how to do so. The best way according to him was to stay close to him and trying conversing with him.
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Fanfic"You made me distanced from my family, myself and now acting as if you did nothing wrong"
