ZhanYi / YiZhan one-shot fanfictions

Reader X Wang Yibo

Hello lovely people.... This time this is not exactly YiZhan. I was trying some experiments and i don't know where I am going with this but hope y'all will enjoy.

Now on with the story ..

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You look at Yibo and how his face is distant. But surprisingly he doesn't feel distant. He is holding your hand tightly and you feel the warmth of his palm seeping into yours and it makes your heart warm as well. Your car will be here any moment and somehow you can't wait to get home with Yibo, to push him down on the bed, to hold him close to you and let him know, he has someone to love him, to hold him, that he can cry if he wants to, that he won't be judged for feeling what he is feeling. Your eyes drift to the side to a tall figure who is currently rubbing his palms together to create some warmth. He is blowing hot breath over his hands and your eyes meet for a second before he turns away pulling his coat over his neck and this action of his draws your attention to the red scarf around his neck. Your eyes widen in surprise, you know that scarf like it's one of your own cloth. It is Yibo's "lucky charm" as the man used to say. You blink a few times. Just as you are about to turn your head to check again, his car is there and apparently so is yours because you feel Yibo pulling you and stuffing you in your car.

The ride back home is silent, your mind constantly drifting to the red piece of clothing around Xiao Zhan's neck. You want to ask Yibo if he saw it, but you are scared. But Yibo seems to have read your mind because the next he says is "yes it is mine", your head snaps at his direction, he looks calm but there is a certain look of conflict in his eyes. "What", you softly whisper more to yourself than to him. "The scarf", he says, "it is mine".  "Oh", you say and look away, you don't what else to say and you certainly don't know what to feel. Your heart aches thinking of the possibility that Xiao Zhan is still in love with Wang Yibo and your eyes burns with certainty that Wang Yibo still loves Xiao Zhan. It's like a second nature to him, loving Xiao Zhan. But you don't blame Yibo, you can't. Because you know Yibo will always have some love left for Xiao Zhan, just like how you always have love for Yibo. You don't blame him because you understand him. If you were married with someone else that was not Yibo, in your heart you always would have loved him a little. You know it so you understand why Yibo can't unlove Xiao Zhan. But you also smile at the easiness that it is you who will be spending the night with Yibo. Tonight and all the nights to come. Sure you will not have all of Yibo's heart but it is you who will have his attention and care. You will have to share a little of Yibo's love but you will always have his undivided care, whether it is when you are sick or when you are feeling too lazy to lift your finger.  You'll have all of Yibo, at least physically. 

As you take a glance at Yibo, you remember all the times he locked himself in the bathroom crying his eye out or the times when he had nightmares of Xiao Zhan leaving him and he would wake up sweating and crying, "Zhan ge" clinging to lips. You remember the nights you found Yibo staring at the refrigerator light, or blasting some songs while driving, songs that you knew he and Xiao Zhan had sung together. Sometimes you would find him staring at the autumn leaves and one winter when the first snow fell you saw him wiping away his tear. You remember it all too well.

Then you remember him finding his comfort in your arms, you remember his crying on your shoulders turn to little smiles, to giggles and then into laughters. You remember him asking you for a  dance in the middle of night and with refrigerator lights on and then him driving you around the town in his car singing the songs he used to with Xiao Zhan. You wondered if he was trying to make you into another Xiao Zhan but then he answered with a kiss on your lips that he was replacing all those memories with same ones just with a better person. He called you his better person. And you remembered it all too well.

When you reached your home, you took shower together. You washed his hair while he washed your body. Then he dried your hair as you dried his and then he carried you back to the bed. Lying on your chest, he curled into a small ball and you couldn't stop your heart from aching at the sight. Wang Yibo, from what others knew was strong, the epitome of masculinity, but the Wang Yibo you knew liked to be small spoon, was scared of the dark and bugs, chewed his food like an adorable pig, would fight you if you accidentally stepped on his Lego but most importantly was scared of getting hurt. The Wang Yibo you knew was a broken man who was constantly trying to fix himself. The Wang Yibo you knew was nothing like the world thought. And it made you want to protect him. As you tightened your arms around him, kissing his hair, "do you remember?", You ask. You don't know what you are asking maybe you are  referring to all the times he had been Xiao Zhan's, and to the times when he couldn't even be himself and to this time where he is who he is. Or perhaps you referring to the feeling of being in love, to being heart broken and then healing. You don't know why you are asking, you don't know what you are asking but he knows. Yibo knows what you are talking about. He kisses a spot on your neck, his head tilting up a little to meet your eyes, "All too well",he says.

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