REWINDING THE FORBDDEN TIME

Chapter 1

       " Time won't ever wait for you
       So, it could undo what you do
        Always looking for the sun
        Won't make it look for you "

Sujan
WHY DOES THE EVERYDAY SUN SUDDENLY LOOK SO DIFFERENT?  Is it because I am where I had started to look at it differently? This very place where I am, where I once came with full of hope full of expectation but now here, I've come with a broken soul. A soul that cannot ever be fixed.

This red vintage teacup that I'm drinking tea from reminds me of so many things some good, some bad. I wish the reminder only remained with the teacups. But when did my wishes ever come true? Except that one time though when it did, when it finally came true. However, I had to pay a price for it, a price that I couldn't afford. A price which I'm still paying for to this day.

" Do you think it's her boyfriend's money that she's living this life with?" one of the maids that are trimming garden plants asks another maid that's working with her." No, no might be her fiancés though or you know daddy's young little spoiled girl" the maid exclaimed and laughed unaware of the fact that I can hear every little thing that they're saying. I wouldn't be able to if I hadn't opened the little glass window at the very bottom of the glass house. Normally, people wouldn't notice it because which glass house has windows so small at the very bottom in this small corner? But I thought they would know since they work here. Well, I guess no one is as curious as I was. It's a good thing though curiosity can kill you like it killed me. Yet it looks like I still haven't learned my lesson because to this day that window makes me wonder, why it was ever made here.

"I think they are dead, " the first maid says. "Her family I mean, you know never heard about them from Miss Han" That brings me out of my thoughts. These opinions are nothing new people like to think of me like that. However, family this word rings in my head. There used to be a time when this word meant everything to me yet now it doesn't even exist in my life. "What's going on over here? Is this what working is supposed to look like!" a loud familiar voice suddenly grabbed my attention." We are very sorry this won't happen again we promise" the maids quickly said then left. Cracking sounds are made as the door opens and she comes inside. Black hair, pale skin, beautifully carved mobiles, and lastly a mole on the right side of her top lips all complimenting her curvy figure. Standing there with a confused expression on her face with all her glory is Han Zhou. The very person who is the reason for me coming back to this place, no wonder that voice felt familiar. "Why did you come? What's the reason for your visit?" she said with both shocked and confused expression written on her face. " You know why, don't you? I want you to return back home with me." I said with a cold expression." Why? Why now? Did you suddenly wake up today and decide Oh I'm going to go and pick up the kid that I picked up and left me again!" she said almost shouting at my years. I don't blame her though, if I were her, I would do the same to her. No call for about four years is a lot of time in a person's life. "Zhou don't act like this with me." I say correcting her manners. "What did you lack at home? I provided you with everything, never said no to your demands, and when I gave you a single rule you yet broke it." I say calmly. "It's not too late now, come back home and everything will be right how it was" I say looking into her eyes. Four years went by, and I still see the little girl I rescued fifteen years ago when she was only eight. There's no sight of that once shy little young girl. Standing before me today is a very confident woman." I.....I, don't you know why I did that? Why I ever left you?" she trembled at her words tears almost coming to her eyes." I wanted you to be happy, I wanted you to look like you had the will to live." she finished then taking a deep breath, " But what did I get in return? I realized I don't even matter to you, does anyone ever did?" she says as she covers her face with her hand so that I can't see her tears. Something aces inside my body, interesting I didn't know it was even possible anymore. Her face reminds me of that incident fifteen years ago.