Skitza diaries (Short Story)

chapter 10-the end?

Hi its Sophie. The police found this diary on the roof where she jumped. I'm still in disbelief that she would do that. They thought to give it to the only person she was friends with. I thought she was ignoring me all those times, that she wasn't friends with me anymore. Rereading this proves everything I thought wrong. I could never have known what had happened unless they found this. Let me tell you the story of her suicide. I saw her running at full speed up the stairs. I followed her in worry. She kept shouting Mirari over and over again at the time I was confused-she was shouting mirage in Latin for context. But of course it all makes sense now. Mirari was a character-a monster- she created in her head. All those times she told the madame "stories" that were waved off as make-believe, she was really making a cry for help. I wish I could go back in time and help her. Where was I in the story, oh yes, she kept shouting mirari until she walked over to the ledge. Looking over the view. Eventually after a while of talking to herself she jumped off. I tried to catch her. I-i tried my best I just wasn't fast enough. She hit the floor. With tears in my eyes I went to find the madame. She was definitely dead by the time an ambulance had made its way over. I sobbed uncontrollably for weeks. The lifeless look in her eyes killed me inside. I wanted to kill myself with her but..
I didn't I know she would have wanted me to live a happy life. Wherever you are Pandora, I will try my best to live a long and amazing life for you. But for now I guess I just have to say...

Goodbye.

Writer's note: hi sorry I haven't written in a while. This is the last chapter and I have been putting it off for a while.  Let me know what you think.