Tell Me Perfect Lies

Chapter 1: Betrayal

~Lauren~

"I CAN'T BELIEVE YOU RIGHT NOW!" Rage lingering in my voice as I continued to yell.
"Baby, it was a mistake." He tried calming me but it wasn't working, especially not after what I just found out. He was failing miserably. I couldn't believe him. "Lauren... We can fix this, can't we?" He pleaded as I walked past him into the kitchen.

"Are you kidding me right now? And was there a WE when you was laying up in my bed with that dirty ass bitch? Huh Jonathan? Apparently not of my awareness despite the fact that I don't do that threesome shit, because that shit is for dirty bitches." I couldn't believe this fool had the audacity to cheat on me. With my bestfriend.....EX- bestfriend. I would've done anything for that thottie ass bitch and him they decided to do this shit?
"The difference between a mistake and a fuck-up, is you can fix mistakes you can't fix fuck-ups Jonathan, and you damn sure can't fix this." He for real just fucked-up and I loved him to the fullest. Man, I'm so hurt and betrayed right now I can't even think straight.
"Baby, please, I love you. I don't love her Lauren, I swear it was only a one time thing. I promise baby please." all the begging and grabbing my arm as I walked past him was not gonna keep me from whooping that hoe's ass. I'm heading towards her house right now. Fuck the dumb shit and all the talking. This shit making me hungry.

I just needed to get some fresh air before I have to hurt him. He had me so twisted, and ready to loose my religion on his ass. I can't believe I loved him with all my heart, soul, and body, for three motherfucking years. No wonder he hasn't proposed, because his community dïck ass is laying up with that bitch. Like wow!! Just thinking there could be more side hoes made my blood boil above hell fire. Words can't even describe what I'm feeling. Hurt. Betrayal. Anger. Vengeance. Pain. My mind was just messy and I knew my mom was lying when she said waiting was gonna be worth it. I was waiting until marriage, but I wanted him to have it. But you know what? He ain't getting shit! At least not from me, no wonder he never said anything about taking my virginity, because he was fulfilling his needs somewhere else. I'm so stupid! Making myself believe he was worth it and actually giving a damn about him made me feel so fucking used and neglected.

I need a drink something that would take this shit off of my mind. This would be the time when I called Mileena but that bitch made me see blood, constantly smiling in my face and pretending to be my friend but it's my fault for knowing she was a hoe and still bringing her around my sexy dark complected bundle of lust boyfriend but it's too late for the thoughts now. No more apologies, it's too late for the ass kisses, it was on. I got in my jeep starting the ignition and blasting my music.
Tears burning the back I my eyes as they began to fall. I'm crying? No! I can't be, I don't cry over no man. I am a very independent women with strong standards and self- worth and respect. But I'm not crying because of him. I'm crying because of her.

Her.

She is the one who I've known all of my life, I always had her back, the one who kept it real, the one who would have all the boyfriends, the one who lost her virginity to a boy named Antonio at 15, The one who tried to punch me for winning our argument, The one that left me out, The one who I continued to love and ride for despite all of this. Her. She has always been like this. Hurting other people without feeling remorseful or guilty.
But why? Why me?
Finally pulling into her driveway after a 10 minute drive and speeding is what got me there so fast, still raging to see her face and whoop her ass.
I got to the door ringimg the doorbell to meet the presence of a tall very attractive man with the face and body of a god who looked to be about my age.

"Hello? Can I help you?" Oh my gosh, his voice is even sexy.

"Uh...Yes, I'm looking for Mileena? is she here? I have something to personally discuss with her."

"Um... She left a minute ago to talk to a Lauren?"

"Oh, that's me actually. Do you mind if I wait? I'm her bestfriend." I tried smiling politely but my attitude got the best of me and I'm pretty sure he noticed. The bitter taste of her name irritated my soul alone.

"Uh, yea I guess. I'm Mathew, her fiancé. It's nice to meet you." He stuck his hand out but I didn't even bother to look at it. I just stared at his face in utter shock and disbelief. Like we used to tell each other everything. I didn't know about her fiancé and the fact that she slept with my boyfriend in between last weekend and today really surprises me. She has this good looking man. God like looks, strong jawline, broadly shoulders, deep brown eyes, and that voice! God, she's loosing it.

"Um..hello?" He knocked me out of my thoughts of who I thought my best friend was and waited for me to shake his hand. I took his hand with a weak, weary smile trying not to loose my cool, I walked in and sat in the couch, face expressionless.

"Umm.. You want anything to drink? Like water or something? I could get you some food." He said as he basically read my mind,
"ggrrrrgg" wait! That was my stomach, great! I was going to tell him no thank you, or that I was fine but God just knows me too well doesn't he?

"Food and water will be just fine thank you." He looked a little pleased with my reply and hurried to the kitchen. I was surprised that he was happy to see me, I saw him try to hide the sudden glisten in his eyes when he noticed me at the door. I brushed it off, confidently as usual.

"You could sit at the island if you want so you don't have to get up when it's ready." He said so sweetly it made my heart leap into my throat. I just so happen to get up and walk to the island without saying a word.

"It should be finished in a moment. So what'd you come here for?" I almost chocked on my breath, how could I tell her fiancé that Mileena slept with my boyfriend and told him she loved him? I managed to find words to muster before I heard a door open and close with a familiar voice.

"Babe, it smells good in here and I didn't-"
She stopped talking looking at me as fear struck her eyes and took over her body, she was shaky.

"Lauren? What are you doing here? Long time no see huh?" I hope this bitch wasn't trying to act in front of her fiancé but I don't bite my tongue for nobody.

"Mil, you know why I'm here." I said with a little sympathy, but at the same time, rage and pain.
She was struck with shock but decided to open her mouth.

"Laurie, I'm so sorry! I didn't mean for it to happen!! I swear! I'm not the Mileena I used to be! I promise I changed! Please!!!" She was crying now but I couldn't find one hint of guilt in her eyes. She didn't care, she thought I was running back to her like I used to. Not this time, I'm not about to be ran over by a slut who claimed she was real.

"Save it for when you're left at the alter." was the only thing I said. I'm not going back to her.

Not this time.

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Okay, so this is my first good book that I'm actually enjoying writing and I hope you enjoy reading it as much as I did writing it. Vote, comment. All I want are comments that are telling me what I did wrong or what I'm doing right and so on. But thanks.

~Diamond