qué será será CARLANDO

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Lando had just returned home to Monaco last night. He was sleepless, couldn't sleep at all night. He was only thinking of Carlos all night. Now he's sitting on his couch and thinking about him.

How he grasped him waist yesterday, caressed him, how he felt the warmth coming from Carlos make him comfortable.

He wanted to feel again. He later regretted 'lets forget'. Wish he listened to Carlos but he was so confused at that moment

He took the pillow next to him and pressed it to his face in distress. Carlos didn't call or text after what happened. Lando had only seen a few messages in the Mclaren group.

He didn't want to be alone right now. He took his phone and sent Max a message, telling him to come him.

Max had been his friends since childhood. He was the only one who could find a solution. Moreover, he is the only person who knew is feelings for Carlos.

Lando got up and went towards the playroom. He would try to distract himself until Max came and hope the time would pass quickly.

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It had been an hour since Max arrived. The two friends had laughed Lando's living room, had fun and had something to eat.

Max aware that Lando was upset. His eyes were constantly wandering somewhere and he as scratching his face in distress. He didn't need to see him swing his leg because Max could feel he couch shaking. Lando was talking about races but Max was so confused on Lando's stress that he couldn't listen.

Max put his hand on Lando's leg and stopped him from shaking it. Lando become silent with this movement and looked Max.

"Mate, how about you tell me your real problem?" Lando pulled his legs closer himself and became smaller on the couch.

He put his head on his knees, took a deep breath.

"is it that obvious?"

"If there someone else in front of you, would say no but I'm your brother, tell me"

Lando though for a while. He knew very well that Max wouldn't judge him but it felt a little strange to voice is experiences out loud.

"It's about Carlos"

"No way" Max said sarcastically.  

 "I know it tell me the details mate"

Lando sat crossed legged and took the pillow next to him on his lap. Lando explained everything in great detail. The smile on Lando's face getting bigger and bigger as he talked. He felt his heartbeat faster during he time he was talking about. In fact while he was explaining his hand went to him own waist and squuezed it a few times as if he could feel it again.

"Isn't it a good thing that you're gettin closer mate?" Max was a little surprised because he didn't expect such closeness from Carlos, at least he didn't expect it from the first Carlos.

"Yes mate. It would have been nice but if he hadn't push me" Lando rolled his eyes.

"You said, you both pushed each other"

Lando nodded "yes but why did he push? And after getting so close" Lando pressed his hands to his head and whined.

"Lando, I'm sure you've pushed before and Carlos pushed back"  it was true but Lando couldn't admit it to himself. It seemed easier to blamed Carlos. Lando threw the pillow on his lap towards Max.

"Why do you know me so well" Max laughed at Lando.

"What will you do now ?"

"I don't know mate, we are close but he always pulls back maybe he doesn't feel the way I think he does"