I Don't Understand. | Choi Seungcheol Imagine.

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It happened after graduating from highschool, my one only love that I preciously loved and cared for decided turn his back on me...

I found out later on, from his friend that my love have been playing with my feelings and had been cheated on me a lot of times.

I was heart broken, I couldn't process it... I don't believe it either... so I ran looking for him and end up infront of his house, I still have his spare key he probably have forgotten it.

I open the door and try to find him in every corner of the house, then end up infront of his room... and hearing some moans and groans, loud noises coming from that room.

It made me angry so I barge in and saw him with another GIRL... didn't we just broke up the other day???!

"YAHH! DIDN'T WE JUST BROKE OFF THE OTHER DAY AND HERE I FOUND OUT THAT YOU ACTUALLY BEEN CHEATING ON ME BEFORE WE EVEN BROKE OFF???! HOW DARE YOU PLAYED WITH MY FEELINGS!!!" I shouted and showed how angry I was.

"You! How did you get here? So what if I have been cheating on you? It doesn't matter, it didn't hurt you at all when we were together." He shrugs at the end of his sentence with such a calm tone.

"SO? HELLO? SO YOU DIDN'T LOVE ME AT ALL? BECAUSE I WASN'T HURT? I DIDN'T KNOW ABOUT IT AT ALL??!! HOW WOULD I NOT BE HURT?"

"Come your ass down myeongie-ah~ I was joking around haha–" I cut him off by throwing the key on his face and every gifts he gave to me, that made him groan.

His girl who's on top him also got hit in the face... ouch no I'm not sorry.

He pushes the girl on top on him and tried to stop me by holding both of my hands.

"Myeongie! Stop what you are doing right now!! I gave you all this to be happy and this is how you appreciate me?" He said dramatically.

I pulled my wrist from him and before he could talk I slapped him real hard on his face.

"I WAS NEVER HAPPY!! WHEN I FOUND THIS OUT!" I SAID AND RAN DOWN STAIRS.

"YAHHH! MYEONGIE COME BACK HERE! YOU SH*T!" he yelled while I kept on running down until I got out of his house without looking back.

I ran really hard to the point that I don't know where I am going, I'm too tired for everything and everyone who have taken disadvantages of me all this time...

I should've believe my friends back then, I'm too naive and innocent. I turn my back to them just to end up being alone again.

And there I end up in the shore... the beach..

It was close already but me who isn't at my right mind climb up the fence... and landed on my feet... i started walking straight to the shore... took off both of my shoes and started walking straight. I touch the water it was a little cold but also makes me warm, I kept on walking without stopping it.

It was when I heard someone yelling from behind, they seem to be calling for me... but before I could turn around and stop, I suddenly don't felt the ground anymore and quickly sank down through the cold water.

Is someone still calling for me? Or its just my imagination..?

I don't even know how to swim...

Its so dark... but I can do anything about it...

I sank down, slowly but quickly felt the cold temperature...

My mind is drowning... I'm also...

I couldn't breathe anymore and for one last time I felt someone pulling me up. Are they trying to..? I don't know who's this person is but my eyes slowly shut and I don't remember what happened next.

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(I may reupdate this or change it this chapter.)