Would we still be together if i hadn't been blinded by my jealousy?
Maybe it would have been different.
Truly, I hadn't expect that to happen.
If I had known, I wouldn't say all the things I did, but then it wouldn't mean I should be forgiven for giving into my anger.
Those words that I have yelled are all lies to hide the hurt and sadness I have felt.
I'm truly guilty for your death.
The argument we had was our last conversation with each other.
The fear and pain in your eyes was visible and was the final image that I have of you.
It was etched in my brain, never to be forgotten for it was a mistake that I made.
You made the choice of leaving me and telling me we should breakup.
I accepted in that moment, turning my back to you, not realizing the tears flowing down your face.
You left, saying goodbye.
Not knowing it may have been the last thing I would hear from you, I ignored you.
That night was the most unnerving night that I had in my whole life.
A bad feeling crawled into my heart, clawing at me.
I couldn't sleep properly that night.
The next day, I couldn't help feeling guilty.
I wanted to apologize.
Preparing myself for the day, I watched the news on TV.
I never thought I would see you in the news.
"An accident took place at Hound street. A driver was riding his car, when a young woman walked by and didn't stop until they both crashed into each other. The driver, as well as the young woman were both annouced dead, having died instantly after the impact."
Your face wasn't something I had expected.
The pain that rippled through me caused me to fall to my knees.
The realization that my idiocy caused your death can never fade from my heart.
If I had calmly talked with you, maybe this wouldn't have happened.
My jealousy had caused me to lose you, my dear... sunflower.
If we could meet again in another life, then I hope that you would live a better life than I had given you.
All the pain that I may have cause, whether intentionally or unintentionally, can't be forgiven.
However, I hope that we can still be friends, Livia.
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Another Chance
Short StoryA beginner's one shot that ends tragically Include: Mention of characters' deaths