I am at work, sitting on my chair in my office. Fuck but this headache is making it hard for me to work . My day is going pathetically bad , first I fall from four stairs and now I have some cuts on my lower back , and Now this headache.
I know this day is going to be worse. I open the drawer, take the pill out and had it again, it's second from morning but there is no relief. God save me from this headache, I am feeling like I am on edge of dying.
I take my head on both of my hands and lean down on the table . These medicines are fucking useless . If someone came to me at this time, I'm definitely gonna stab them with anything I found first.
Something is vibrating, actually whole table is vibrating. I raise my head to see, my phone is vibrating. It's Aunt , not now
I am not in any mood in taking more shit then I already had.But I have to pick this . I take a deep breath and pick the call.
"Hii Aunt"
"Kent's freind Nina is coming home today and she'll stay for a week "
" That's good, I'll like meet her"" No, I want to tell you that you'll not come home for a week till she goes back "
"Why " I asked while drawing my eyebrows closer .
" Because Kent said he don't want you to meet her and besides, we don't have room for you for a week, Nina will use your room "
WHAT. THE. FUCK. IS. THIS." That's my room and we both can sha-"
" No you are not coming home till next week. I have your stuff packed and I sent them to Isa's address. Take it from there.
Fine? " She said.I can't take this shit anymore, I didn't do anything that botheres them. I try my best to make no mistake so that they can once in their life make me feel that I am their family but no they kicking me out of house for no fucking reason. I can't take this anymore.
"Okay , you want me to not come home till next week. Fine I'll not come to that house anymore now. I am leaving your house. Happy ?" I said and cut the call.
I didn't even realize that I let a tear to leave from my eyes here in office.
No, you can't show others that you are weak, you are not capable, atleast not here.
I quickly wipe my tear and walk towads
Washroom. I locked the washroom door and let all the rebellious tears to come out. I can't believe they did this to me.After atleast 30 minutes of crying session I come out of washroom. I see myself in the mirror, messed hair, red nose and cheeks, and my eyes they were worst ,
Swollen and red.No one can see me in this state. I quickly washed my face, then I set my hair. The red colour from nose and cheek is vanished but my eyes are still reddish and swollen .
I left the washroom and go straight to my office avoiding all eye contacts as I can.
I sit on my chair and I check the phone.Fuck four missed call from Devil. He only got this time to call me.
He also sent a message , I open the massage and it says " Now, In my office."The massage came 10 minutes ago.
I stand and hurry towards his office.
What if he noticed my eyes, no he'll not he never notice anything about me.
Without any other thought I knock the door and enter to his office, to Devil's place HELL." Yes Sir, I am sorry for Delay " I said. He was on chair facing opposite direction.
" Where were you Ms. Warner? " He said while turning his chair to face me.
I was looking down on my feets so that he doesn't see my eyes.
"I don't pay for being delayed in- " He said and now he can face me.
" What happened Ms. Warner " He said with no emotions in his voice.
I think he noticed. He noticed my eyes." Nothing Mr.Senister , Do you want me to do something for you. " I said while I slowly raise my head and now I can face him.
" Is something wrong?? " He asked.
I started to say no but my phone rang, it was not important but I want to distract devil from this topic." Sorry, I want to take this ' I picked the call ,started to turn and when I was just saying HII to other side of phone.
"Stop Ms. Warner, nothing is more important in the work time. And before you don't tell me what's wrong , you are not leaving "" There's nothing wrong "
" So why your eyes are swollen , it's like you cried for an hour."
" It's nothing " I said while blinking my eyes several times so that I can hide my eyes.
" If there is someone who is giving you trouble, tell me. I'll handle it for you"I can't believe , it's Devil who is saying this , no he can't be.
He doesn't give a shit about anything which doesn't make profit to him.
It's first time someone except Isa and Aryan who willingly want to handle my shit. I can see the concern and something else like anger in his eyes .He is very good in masking his emotions, I saw him masking his emotions very perfectly. But now I can see the emotions in his eyes .
He blinks and all emotions vanished. It's again him The Devil." I asked you something Ms. War- "
A knock come from door. And on another moment Aryan come to office. He regarded Devil .
" Excuse me Sir, I want to discuss something from Ms. Warner " Aryan said. I don't know what he is taking about so I just nod and turned towards Devil with question in my eyes to leave.And he was already looking at me, when our eyes meet, he gave me a very small nod.
I nod back and leaved the office with Aryan. When we were out." What happen? " I asked with confusion.
" Really you are asking me this, I gone to his office, to the lion's den to save you and you are asking what happened " He said while narrowing his eyes." What do you mean ? " I still can't understand what he was trying to telling me.
" You picked up my call but forgot to end and I heard everything he said, so I thought if you don't want to tell anyone what happened, you shouldn't."
Then it all strike to me that what actually happened in his office. I scratched my forehead and said.
" You just came at right moment, I would have told him if he had asked me one more time and I would have definitely regreted it later. All thanks to you "" Hell to your thanks. You know how he was staring at me like he'll kill me for intrupting between you two "
" He was not staring at you, he was just looking at you "
He stops . And turned so that we can face each other." Is Isa is right?? You both feel something for each other " He asked with confusion.
"Nope, I have some work to finish. Bye" I said while rolling my eyes. I go to my office. My headache is mild now so I started doing my work.It's almost time to leave but I still have some work. I want to finish it today because I have many more in my plate for tomorrow already.
" Hey, Are you not leaving ? I'm going " Aryan asked from door.
"No, I have to finish this. You go."
"Sure?"
"Yup, don't worry. " I smile toward him.He left. Where will I go tonight? I can't go there after they kicked me out. God help me. Ok, fine, tonight I'll stay at Isa and tomorrow I'll find apartment for me.
I quickly sent a massage to Isa, informing her that I am coming over her place tonight . I resume my work, I have to finish it.I don't know when I fell asleep after completing my work . I saw the time and FUCK it's almost 11 pm.
STUPID, you are really very careless Jenna. How can you fell asleep here.
I quickly pack my stuff and exit the building.I drive the car, I didn't even crossed half distance and the car stopped. I tried several times to start but no, it's not fucking working.
I am just done, I am totally done with my luck. Why didn't my luck never ever work in my favour. I came out of the car and I kick it so hard but my own leg got hurt in this.
I put my both palms on my face. I am fucked up. Someone help me, anyone, please help me.
I lower my hands and start finding cab but fuck there is no cab available, surely because it's too late. What should I do now. Think Jenna think.Yes, I'll call Isa or Aryan anyone. They can come to take me. Yes
I pick the phone again and start to dial but I stop.
There is a car , it's coming towards me.
I give my hand for lift and I was not expecting it to stop but it stopped in front of me. When I see the men on driver seat . I get still.
I don't know what to say.
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Devil I Fantasized
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