Ye Ishq Nehi Aasan

Part 4

Krishna: vo hyderabad se chali gayi
Raghav was shocked: kya! aise kaise ja sakta hai vo!
K: apko khush hona chahiye aap chahte the vo chali jay
Raghav covered up saying: mera matlab hai tumhara didi saree jitna lamba lamba lecture deta hai. mereko challenge kia aur bola jeetega par abhi darpok bhaag gaya.
K: meri didi darpok nehi hai
R: to fir bhaga kyu?
K: nikhil bata raha tha didi ki dost ki shadi hai isliye gai hai kuchdin mei ayegi
R: to pura baat batane ka tha na. Kaise boldia tum ki vo chali gayi.

Raghav did not wait for Krishna's left because he was angry already. He left the shop.
He was scared at first hearing Pallavi left. When he got to know she went temporarily he was happy knowing she will come back. Krishna was confused with his behaviour.

Kolhapur
Pallavi's friend Devyani hugs her: pallu mai bohut khush hu tu finally ayi!
Devyani's mom: beta tumhe pehle hi ana chahie tha. humne tumhe bohut miss kia mehndi mei.
P: aunty aap to janti hai mai kyu nehi ana chahti thi
Pallavi was not coming to the wedding because she is a widow and guests will taunt her.
Mom: beta tum janti ho hum ye sab dakiyanusi baat believe nehi karte. devyani aur tumme hum kabhi farak nehi karte, tum bhi humari beti ho.
Devo's mom hugged pallavi and pallvi felt emotional.
D: bas bas save your tears meri vidai pe use karna!
They laughed. Devyani took pallavi to her bedroom.

Pallavi unpacking her luggage remembers how she thought about escaping hyderabad. When she was packing her bags to leave she saw calendar. The dates reminded of her best friend's wedding so she made an excuse and came to kolhapur.
Jaise taise karke kolhapur to agai par age kya karungi? Log sawal karenge to kya answer dungi kuch samajh nehi araha.

After 2 days Pallavi danced in Devyani's sangeet. After sangeet ended, she remembers when she danced in Mansi's sangeet Raghav was looking at her. She again started remembering moments with him.
Mere dimag se Raghav ka khyal kyu nehi jata. Kuch bhi karu bar bar uski yaad ati hai.

Pallavi comes out of her thinking because of devyani.
Devyani: kabse awaj de rahi hu tu kaha khoi hui hai? sab thik haina pallu?
P: ha ha sab thik hai. mujhe kya hoga? tu tension mat kar.
D: pallu mai tujhe bachpan se janti hu. kuch problem hai i know. jabse ayi hai parishan lag rahi hai. mujhe bata kya hua.

Pallavi knows she cannot hide from best friend. She inhales sharply and starts saying
P: maine bohot galat kardia devo. par par problem ye hai ki mujhe uss baat ka afsos nehi hai .

D is in confusion: galat kam kia par afsos nehi hai? kya bol rahi hai yaar .
P: mujhe nehi pata tujhe kaise samjhau. mujhe aisa nehi karna chahie tha . par mujhe mere kiye pe koi guilt nehi hai .
D: pallu sach sach bata tune murder vurder kardia kya ?
P: nehi pagli
D: to tension kyu le rahi hai? dekh agar kisi chiz se tujhe khushi mili ho to vo galat kaise hua?
P: mai khud bohot confused hu . mera dimag fatt raha hai!
Pallavi covered her face with hands in frustration . Devyani caressed her hair .
D: pallu mujhe nehi pata aisa kya hua jo tu bata nehi pa rahi . mai itna samajh gayi hu ki jo hua hai usse tu khush hai aur tere liye sabse pehle teri khushi matter karni chahie! mai kafi time se tujhse iss bare mei baat karna chahti thi achcha hua tu yaha agai varna hyderabad mei vo deshmukhs tera sara time le lete hai

Devyani waits for pallavi to look at her.
D: pehle tu sabse pehle khudke bare mei sochti thi. vo karti jo tujhe karna pasand hai, log kya kahenge uski care nehi karti thi. tujhe challenges risks ye sab pasand tha. sabse important tujhe dance se pyaar tha! par mandar se shadi ke bad bilkul change hogai tu. tune apne apko sacrifice kardia deshmukhs ko khush rakhne mein. mai ye nehi keh rahi ki dusro ke bare mei sochna bura hai. par pichle do saal mei tune bohot soch lia dusro ke bare mein. abhi tujhe pehle wali pallavi banna chahie jo sabse pehle khudko rakhti hai, khudke khushi ke bare mein sochti hai. sirf 24 sal ki hai tu aur zindagi jee rahi hai budhio jaise! do saal pehle jo hua use bura sapna samajhkar move on kar. jaise tu pehle hua karti thi college mei life ko enjoy karne wali, passionate aur ambitious vo pallavi ban.

Pallavi knows Devyani is right. She should not care about what others think.