Shiroslime Random Idea's that came out of his head

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Is not... enough...!!

I need to keep practice and practice until it's the way I want!!!

Other is already good at drawing!! meanwhile I is just this

there's even others who already can draw an japanese style art...

why? I only want one thing...!!

i just want to draw...!!

to show that this is my art and this is my story...!!!

I want to create my OC!! with my own hands!!! i...

why...

why...!!!

am I not talented to draw!!!

Do I don't have a talent for Arts!!

Why!!??!

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ugh...

I should just sleep...

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so soft...

just like my bed...

sniff...

my smelly pillow...

sniiifff smells like how it is...

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just sleep...

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"Shiro..."

ugh..

"Shiro..."

wat....

"Shiro"

oh... it's you...

"how are you?"

I'm... fine...

"come on... don't lie to me~"

I said Im fine!!

"come on... don't be like that..."

"just let it out... all your darkness..."

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huff...

Why??

why are you so talented in drawing!! 15 years old!!! and you can already draw that good!!!

why?!!! why are you all so good!!!

why can't I!!!

Your art work is Great!!! i envy you!!! I ENVY ALL OF YOU!!!

YOU CAN ALREADY DRAW A WHOLE SEA AND LANDS AND HERE I AM CANT EVEN KNOW SHADING SIMPLE GEOMETRY I ENVY YOU ALL!!

I!!! I WANT TO BE LIKE YOU!!!

I ONLY WANT!! TO BE BETTER AT DRAWING!!!

I DONT WANT MY DRAWING TO BE CRITICIZED

I JUST WANT TO DRAW WHAT I WANT!!!

"there there..."

"it's ok... I'm here... I don't judge...."

Sniff ahhhhh... aaarrrhhhhhhhhhh

"It's ok.. it's ok..."

"how about we go somewhere..."

wha where...

"come on let's go~!!"

...

"here this is when you draw hands... you look extremely happy" Alpha said why showing me when I just draw a hand

Shiro "heh..."

Alpha "now here is when you draw the perfect hair~~"

Shiro: "..."

Alpha: "Now here is when you draw the perfect head..."

I look at the scene where I just draw an anime head

"and here~ is when you draw ∎∎∎∎∎∎~~" Alpha said with a smug

"Shu... shut up..." I said

"And... this is were you made us..." Alpha said happily

I look at the scene where I draw Alpha... its body looks weird...

"and this is where you draw 'Virus.EXE'" Alpha smile that looks like a smug at me

"ugh... cringe..." I shake my head trying to forget...

"and this is where you draw..." Alpha about to say but I quickly stop her

"no no no no no stop no!!" i said while shaking my head

"fufufu ok~" Alpha said

"and here... where you oldest drawing yet..." Alpha said while looking at me

I look at the scene where I made Ben from Ben 10 on the floor with chalk while smiling at the drawing...

Tears flow on my eyes as i run my eyes to stop but it only made worse

"ugh..." I groans as my eyes was wet...

"This was your Interest sparked the moment you first draw" Alpha said while hugging me...

Alpha: "Over the years... you're art continue to grow and grow..."

Alpha: "Stop comparing yourself to others... but compare yourself with the past..."

Alpha: "Your art grows as you draw and watch videos..."

Alpha: "Just follow your heart..."

"ugh... waaaahhhhhg" I cried as Alpha Hugs me tightly we continued liked this until I feel starting to wake up

"so it's time..." Alpha said

"Alpha... Thank you..." I thank Alpha, Alpha smiled at me

"Take care Shiro..., even though I'm not real... just remember... you are not alone..." Alpha said as she begins to disappear and the white void turned to black

"ugh..." I open my eyes to see it's 5 a.m.

*sigh* I signed as i slowly gets up and went to the shower

'thank you for refreshing me Alpha... i swear... I will make you get realized by other people that you 'exist''

(A/N: This is just some nonsense)

(A/N: I will draw to my heart only)

(A/N: Good luck future me...)

(A/N: Kinda Cringe)