Why?!

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The tears, they fall,
To be fucking ignored,

I can't do this,
Why do I try,
I can't stay happy,
Why Lord?! Why?!

What am I?
A ghost?
A spec of dust you can't see.
But fuck it all,
Sometimes I hate being me.

The girl I call me..
Retarded,
Idiot,
Useless,
Stupid..
Bitch,
Ugly.
THESE ARE ME!

Why am I holding back?
Why am I not running my scissors over my arm enjoying not feeling pain? There is no sting.

The words they call people,
Like it's their job,
I told myself I can't let my heart throb.

Because

I can't do this,
Why do I try,
I can't stay happy,
Why Lord?! Why?!
Can't I just..die
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why Is it I can't stop crying?
I guess I cry to sleep again, huh?

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