The break up series

Changbin

What are you-" He gets cut off by the sudden feeling of your lips on his, hands resting on his shoulders as his snake around your waist, slowly melting into the kiss and sighing happily.
The kiss was totally unintentional, you didn't even know why you did it, but god, did it feel good. No one was even watching and even if you would try to use that as an excuse, you couldn't deny how you felt after you finally got out the one thing youve been wanting to do, just to confirm the feelings that brew inside of you that you were in fact not over him.
Pulling away from the kiss slowly, Changbin's smirk was nothing like you've seen from the night, his eyes turning sultry as he looks down at you, tongue between his teeth as you panicked, removing your hands from him and walking away quickly.
Only to stop yourself, take a deep breath and come to terms with what you've just done.
"I thought you hated me," His sarcastic, teasing tone was enough to make you bite your tongue, his hands slowly returning to your waist from behind as you couldn't even look at him.
"I do".
"Sure you do, that's why you kissed me," His voice deeper and quieter, inching his head closer to your ear, "And you're just as good kisser as I remember, for someone who hates me".
Maybe it's the whole "fake-dating" thing that's gotten to you, maybe it's the pent-up rage from Chan making you agree to do this for Changbin that's made you unable to think clearly. Chan had begged you to attend the ceremony with them and be Changbin's "girlfriend" so despatch wouldn't post that hes single, but there's one thing now, there's no way you can take that back. You kissed your ex, who you've claimed to hate, and now? The pent-up frustration with yourself turns into something a lot more... Sexual.
Turning around swiftly, your face is barely a centimetre away from him, almost as if he's challenging you to see if you'll kiss him again, and so you do, but this time, it turns into more of a make-out session, in perfect view if anyone was to notice.
"I hate you," You breathe through the kiss, fighting back every urge to rip his clothes off there and then, "Sure you do," He responds cockily, pulling away before taking your hand, "Come on, you're not going home now, let's go chill at mine".
And you aren't going to say no. There's no way you could say no. Maybe you'll regret this by the end of the night, but right now, you thought you've gotten this far, how much worse could it get?
The second you get through his front door, your lips reattach, and there's no mercy in the way you kiss each other, with fiery passion as you fight with your tongues, making your way to his bedroom, completely ignoring the fact that Chan and Han were in their bedroom.
"You still hate me now?" He cockily asks, gently laying you down on his bed before his lips attach to your neck, making you sigh heavily and pant at the feeling that sends shivers down your core and a burning sensation pools there too.
Never have you been in this type of situation, and you haven't had someone touch you like this since the break up . It was your deepest, darkest secret you would t give him the joy to know only he could make you feel like this .
"Wait," You quip, slight panic setting in when his hands make their way under your shirt, warm hands on your bare skin on your sides.
"I'm sorry, do you want me to stop?" He says with a pure apologetic tone, instantly retracting his hands and leaning back on his heels to give you a little bit of space.
Looking up at him, the feeling of reassurance you instantly feel when he gently caresses your thigh makes you comfortable, "I've just fuuck" you roll your eyes "done anything since we-," You say in an almost whisper, almost sounding apologetic, but the reassuring smile on his face couldn't be any more help than it already is.
Hearing that, it just makes Changbin's mind go wild with thoughts of him still being your only, finding it to be a huge shame that you've never known what a good night really is since the break up, with a slightly smirk and a seductive tone, he leans in so his face is almost touching yours, "That's okay, I can show you what a good night is. Only if you want it though".
He doesn't move his face, just staring at you with lustful admiration, your eyes wide and glued to his as you do as you did earlier on, randomly kiss him with your hands grabbing at his biceps, nails digging to leave a mark tongue swiping his bottom lip.
"Do you want to stop? You can say so if you need me to?" Changbin asks again, softer, his voice lighter as he presses another kiss to your lips.
You shake your head slowly in reply, taking a deep breath before reaching to kiss him back, with much more passion than it has been for the last few minutes, "I need you".
Looking into your soft big eyes, there's something about your innocence and the change in attitude from you that sends him over the edge. He now wants to make it extra special as his feelings play on his mind, finding that at this moment, he's completely and utterly falling over heels for you again his heart hurting with the realization of how much he really loves you.
A gentle gesture of his thumb caresses your cheek as you look back at him, smiling, you realise that you seriously wouldn't do this with anyone else, under any circumstances. The night going from being a fake date, hating each other to now being underneath him without any anger or hatred towards him, your heart warms at the thought that maybe you're second-guessing your hatred, maybe this night will definitely change the relationship between you both and you weren't going to fight it.
The passionate kisses turn into something heated as his hands find their way to your waist, holding you tight as there's no space left between you. Your fingers tangle in his hair as you gently pull on it with the flow of the kisses, soft pants and whimpers in between.
Ths kissing is enough to make your core pool with a burning sensation for him, and the way he smirks into the kissing, your mind is going insane.
"So you don't hate me?" He pulls away, fingers teasing at the hem of your shirt, his smirk permanent on his face as he slowly teases it up your body.
"Shut up and fuck me already," You quip, winking at him as you take control and take your shirt off instead.
The drastic change in your attitude makes him feral, his eyes turning lustful and his mind going places he never thought he'd go to, especially thinking about you. You're going to be the one he's never going to be able to let go of now.
His lips were on your lips now they were across your collar bone, making your chest rise at a quickened pace, making you pant as the gentle touch of his lips on your bare skin made their way down your chest until he reaches the top of your bra.
His hands tease around your back and within seconds, the bra is unhooked, sliding them off your body before his lips wrap around one of your nipples, making you gasp at the feeling. Tongue swiping across the sensitive nub whilst his hand caresses the other, thumb brushing over the other nipple, making you whine more.
Just above the nipple, he marks the skin, sucking and licking over the bruise as it rises to the top, leaving a dark red blotch, continuing this on as he lowers himself down your body, marking your bare skin with hickeys from your chest to just above the waistband of your trousers.
Within seconds, they're gone too, his eyes dark and sultry as he glances up at you, with a pout on your lips, face reddened by how hot it was getting in the room. but also with how good he's already making you feel.
Wanting to match with you, he gets rid of his own clothes, throwing them onto the floor haphazardly to join yours.
In the time it takes him to do this, you get the greatest idea, pushing him back onto the bed as his back hits the wall, legs lying across the bed, situating yourself onto his lap.
Though before you could even find yourself to be sitting perfectly on his lap, you land on his thigh at first. The movement of trying to correct your position, your core brushing against him thigh, you whimper. The muscles of his thigh tense purposefully, making your head throwback when you roll your hips onto him once more.
The friction of his thigh muscles tensing and releasing against your core makes you whimper and whine, his hands back onto your waist, holding it firmly, letting out a low sigh at the sight of you getting off on his thigh alone.
"Awh look at you~" He coos playfully, teasing you as he pulls you over his lap, situating you properly and laughing when you glare at him, "Awh don't tell me you hate me now".
"I hate you," You lie through your teeth, of course, you hate him for teasing you but that's about it, now you're full of lust for him, even going as far as to say admiration for him too.
You're holding yourself up, watching as he carefully lines himself up to your core, soaked from all the teasing and kissing already.
"You're on top, you're in control," He says, smirking as you look down at him, slowly lowering yourself down onto him, taking your own time and as he said, you're in control.
There was seriously no need for foreplay at this point, you needed him, and you need each other. The tip was enough to have you crying, your head throwing back once again as you push through the slight pain from the stretch and sit down, letting him completely fill you up.
"Fuck!" He hisses, feeling your tight walls tensing around him, giving yourself a moment before you make another move, getting used to the feeling, "I love you on top".
With his words playing with your mind, finding his lips again, you slowly start to move on his cock, lifting and lowering yourself slowly. Making you moan on his lips as he eats them happily, hands moving from your waist to your ass, holding you up and giving each cheek a good squeeze.
"You're so fucking hot, riding my dick like such a good girl," He groans through the kisses, his grip getting harsher on the flesh of your ass.
This just gives you the incentive to bounce on him, moans filling the room as you cry his name. Loud enough you're sure that the whole street could hear you but you couldn't care.
"Who thought you, my  innocent ex could ride my dick so good, huh?" He continues, biting his lip when you roll your hips after slamming back down on him and loudly crying on his lips.
"Shut up," You manage to cry out, finding your head fitting in the crook of his neck, also finding this to be the perfect opportunity to mark him just as he did to you, leaving bigger and darker purple marks down his neck.
From this alone, he uses his strength, not that it was a challenge anyway to hold you up, thrusting up into you as you bite down onto his shoulder, eyes rolling to the back of your head with barely audible cries and whimpers flowing out of your mouth. Your mind goes completely numb.
"Awh look at you, baby. Taking this dick so well, your moans are so sweet," Growling in your ear, something in the way your moans sound like sweet melodies to him turns him animalistic, growling more and digging his nails into you, biting your shoulder with little nips just to make you moan more.
Though he's loving every second of you being on top, he just couldn't hold back much longer, holding you with one arm, he gets to his feet with your legs wrapped around his waist. Holding you up, with no issue at all, he lifts and lowers you down onto his cock, just to show off his strength and of course, just to see your reaction when he does it so effortlessly.
The way his tip brushes right up against the sweet spot in this position makes you feral, screaming his name louder and louder each time as the knot starts to tie and tighten with a quickened pace. Almost too quick that you're ready to come all undone over his cock any second.
Feeling that you're so close, with the pulsating sensation around him, he nips at your ear lobe, making a deep sigh at the pleasurable sensation, "Fuck, is my pretty girl going to cum? Cum on this cock and still claim she hates me? Huh?".
And with that, your legs shake as the pleasure hits you hard. "Changbin! Fuck-!" You scream repetitively, holding onto his shoulders with everything you have as you tighten your grip around him, only bringing his own orgasm closer.
"That's it baby, you're okay," He reassures softly, lowering you down onto his cock, just letting it sit inside of you as you catch your breath and come to your senses, gently being placed back on the bed.
His finger traces your hairline, gently placing the stray hair behind your ear with gentle rocking motions with his hips meeting yours.
"I... don't hate... you," You sigh through your pants, smiling before another moan escapes your lips when his hips rock into you a little harsher, "Fuck!".
"I know you don't, princess," He huffs through another pleasure hit, the urge to cum getting harder to avoid, pulling out and hot strings of his cum covering your abdomen, the both of you taking in a deep breath as his cock twitches in his hands.
Sitting back on his heels, he just looks at your fucked out state, eyes fluttering, warm and a sheer layer of sweat coats both of your bodies.
Letting you lay there, he rushes to the bathroom, coming back with a warm wet cloth to clean you up, being ever so gentle with you. Even going as far as grabbing you one of his t-shirts and a pair of his boxers, putting them on you so you didn't have to move.
"It's okay, don't move. Let me take care of you,like old times" He softly speaks, peppering the tip of your nose with kisses as he pulls down his shirt down your torso, shortly after getting himself into some clothes too, joining you in the bed and pulling you in close to him.
"Why are you being so nice to me?" You choke, finally back to reality, looking up at him as you're rested in his arms and against his chest.
"Because I can't bring myself to hate you, my heart won't allow it. I know today was meant to be a case of getting paparazzi off my back, but I never thought I'd end up falling for you harder then  I have," He whispers, head above yours, fingers tracing circles on your bare thigh.
"It was a good event. I never thought I'd be in this... Wait..." You completely didn't realise what he said as you try to continue on from the conversation of the fake date plan, the realisation hits you and you're wide-eyed.
"You... still love me?" You quickly add, turning to face him completely, and being greeted with the softest, sweetest smile, eyes pure with admiration.
"No... I hate you~" He teases, rolling his eyes jokingly before placing another kiss on your forehead, "I don't hate you, I wouldn't have let you kiss me if I was over you".
"Well, I still hate you," You poke your tongue out at him, giggling as he rolls his eyes again. Bursting out into laughter when he starts to tickle you, "No! Please," You squeal.
You try to get out of his grasp, "Okay, okay! I'll be honest, I'm glad Chan asked me to go with you.  I don't hate you either, I think being in the event and seeing how you Changbin actually are, made me realise that I've never stopped... loving you".
"Now that's a conversation we need to have. "
Changbin breathed in, side-eyeing you
" will you come back to me ?"

DO YOU GO BACK TO HIM ?