Fuck you
Fuck you and everything you ever said to me
Fuck you and everything you've ever done to me
Fuck you and your drinking problem
Fuck you for all the things you were supposed to do for me and didn't
Fuck you for hitting me
Fuck you for damaging me
Fuck you for giving me CPTSD
Fuck you for all the shit I had to go through
Fuck you for thinking a 10 year old could handle that level of violence
Fuck you for not seeing how absolutely broken I was
Fuck you for not seeing how broken I am now
Fuck you for not being there for me
Fuck you for yelling at me for crying
Fuck you for treating me like a piece of shit
Fuck you for switching everything up now that I'm an adult and expecting things to all be ok even when you didn't give a SHIT when I was younger
Fuck you for trying to care now, when you never did when it mattered
Fuck you for shoving all of your mistakes into me
Fuck you for saying I'm the reason your dreams are dead
Fuck you and your high standards for me
Fuck you for always saying I was someone else's problem
Fuck you for never being there for me emotionally
Fuck you for never understanding who I was
Fuck you for your bullshit lies
Fuck you for all the things you tell yourself are ok when they're not
Fuck you for thinking grades matter more than health
Fuck you for making me go to school when I'm sick
Fuck you for comparing me to my brother like I'm a fuck up and he's doing so much better
Fuck you for being a piece of shit
Fuck you
And fuck you for being my dad so I have to love you, and I can't say any of this to you
FUCK YOU
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Thoughts In The Three AM
Poetrydon't judge. it's depressing and is going into my book. Edit: it's not going in a book, but it is a way for me to keep my emotions on a page instead of in my head
