It was never been the expected, there is this thin line between admiration and love, also a line between a skipping heart and a fluttered one.
Jaemin was a beautiful dandelion, he is fragile, and well kept. His heart is one who would always get take...
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"So...you got labeled as a manstress by his dad" Chenle click his tongue and pushed away the empty plate of cake.
Him and Jaemin were at a cafe, catching up— maybe because so many things happen within a day. Jaemin sigh in distress and only nodded.
"I just realize how big the world could be, that there is always more, I thought when Jaehyun got rid of that woman it will be all fine but fuck its not, now we are here, I feel so guilty regretting things" Jaemin explained.
"Well you can't turn and run now, you've gone as far as being the man Jaehyun is with during his divorce, but how about his daughter, her name is Moon rifgr, have you two explained to her already?" Chenle asked, and was a bit disappointed when Jaemin shook his head and sigh.
"I am scared, I don't know what right words to say to a young girl, Even Jaehyun finds it difficult to explain it to his own daughter, but we have too sooner" Jaemin said bitter, all this adult matters is tiring, and also burdening as Jaemin felt the responsibility raining on him.
He run away from Mark, tired and afraid of thw responsibility and role, but ended up having to take more responsibility that he bargain.
"Don't tell me you gonna give up now" Chenle retorted and Jaemin shook his head, "No, of course not...it just I didn't realize it would be this heavy" Jaemin confessed
"I lay low first, I break down infront of Jaehyun and I want to create space and time for Moon too, she is young yet will be force to adjust, the least I can do is make that forcing slow" Jaemin added, he would have an image of the young girl in his head.
Being with Jaehyun, and staying means that one day he will be Moon's legal parent, Jaemin doesn't hate it, but he was definitely too young to be a better parent, he doesn't want to have a child yet, but does he have a choice? The answer is yes, but that means he will broke off with Jaehyun.
"Well, give Moon time, you practically messs up her family tree and I am pretty sure the best person that should explain that situation is Jaehyun and not you" Chenle said now playing the straw of his smoothie.
Jaemin was silent, maybe contemplating since he didn't even finish his own coffee and croissant. Chenle sigh, "Too bad Renjun get pretty famous, we can't hang out with him anymore" Chenle mumble, looking at those young generation with their friend group which made Chenle reminiscence.
Renjun had been in hiatus for three months, he was still hesistant and scared to come out in public, he still can see amount of slur and hate comments about him. "He was planned to do a solo this year right".
Jaemin joined the lonely topic, thinking about his sitution— over-thinking it more is stressing him out, Chenle nodded.
"But because of that stupid scandal he can't do his projects properly, most of his magazine and brand photoshoot got canceled" Chenle said, fame can really ruin a person in a blink of an eye.
