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As felix was trying to calm down he felt really heavy and finding it hard to stand on his own making him confused as to why his body couldn't carry his weight so suddenly.

His breathing became rugged and his nose started bleeding to the fullest to where he couldn't see clearly anymore he was at the extant of his power and he couldn't go no further.

He tried to take a step still feeling very heavy the moment he lifted his foot it came back down very harshly like gravity was not letting him breath for a second.

Them suddenly it went black. He was going down the last thing he saw and heard was jisung screaming. And thinking he was about to connect with the ground nut never did cause jisung caught him. He felt happy to be with them but also sad that he had put them all threw a little bit of fright for somebody like him.

As much as felix wanted to cry when he woke up sore and hurting he tried to stop the tears forming and, It scared him alittle when he didn't notice jisung until he was wipping his tear from his face and that's when he looked up to be met with a worried jisung looked like he cried by the dried tear stains on his face and the pout he had before he cuddled me and whispered sweet nothings Into my ear.

"Your okay lixie, I'm here for you." Jisung said still trying not to cry because he was sad and felt awful for being mean to felix. 
"It's not okay and not fine, I'm a burden and It was my fault for not telling you guys where I was going before I left I-I feel a-awful     " as I was going to keep going I was shushed by a quick kiss jisung gave me before uttering, "It's not your fault okay it was ours for not trusting you,and not only that we yelled at you for no reason we just panicked and even then it wasn't an excuse for what we did I'm really sorry felix" jisung said when I looked back at him he had tears rolling down his face and was looking down instead of up at me.

I twist and turned in his hold until he let me go and went to get him some water when I came back jisung was in a ball on the couch, "P-please d-don't l-l-eave m-me" he said still crying I sat the  cup down and ran to hug him but he only flinched and backed away I didn't know what to do so I called the only people who deos know what to do in this situation and I was surprised to hear them answer the phone that quickly to be honest.

"Hey lixie are you feeling better?"  Minho asked,"u-um yes but I have a question" I said to him nervously as I bit my lip hard that it started bleeding due to how hard I bit it."yes are you okay what's wrong" minho asked I could hear his worry in his voice."u-um jisung is having a panic attack right now and I don't know how to help him the proper way could you help maybe alittle" I said still nervous."I'm on my way stay their with him and dont leave him on his own" minho said I quickly nodded but realized he couldn't see me so I said "yes okay" and then hung up the call.

With I'm fifteen minutes my door bell ringed and I went to open it and saw minho   drenched in rain so I moved out of the way so he could help jisung while I just stood to the side and watched."felix can you go and get jisung a cup of water please" minoh asked never breaking contact with jisung."Yes I'll be right back" as I said that I was headed to the kitchen and grabbed some water for jisung by the time I got back he was already calm and I handed him the water making less eye contact with him as possible he took it from me and utter a small "thank you" before I walked out not even batting an eye to minho or jusung as I was going out soon everybody else started walking in.

"Hey lixie are you feeling better" chan asked happily. I didn't want to disappoint him so I put on a the fakes and biggest smile I could,"yes I feel really alot better then when everything went black" I said and was about to walk away until was pulled back by seungmin and into a hug."I missed you alot and we were very worried about you because you weren't conscious for awhile." Seungmin said."I'm sorry to worry you guys that much but I promise you guys I'm really fine nothing to worry about now okay" I tried my best to give him a smile before I let go of the hug and walked away down the hall.

I made it out of the building and was walking down the street to my safe place and by the time I got their I was soaked in rain. I felt the cool air blow on me but for some reason felt nothing but warmth probably already used to the feeling of being cold because then I felt numb right after.

After I finally manages to get to my safe place I sat down on top of a tree and laid their looking up st the clouds normally the rain would have bothered my eyes but it didn't andbi didn't mind it at all as I was staring at the clouds I didn't notice a presence near me pulling me into a warm hug until it was too late.

I looked over to find jisung was the one who was hugging me and I tried to get him to let me go but gw only held me tighter and I didn't want to hurt him so I let him hug me."please talk to me" jisung said." Why? Theirs nothing to talk about" I said still looking down."why are you mad at me?" Jisung said looking down as well. "I'm not i-i just I have to go" and with that I managed to get him off and walk away until I was held by my wrist again. " I'm sorry I don't know what I did but  im very sorry" jisung said. "Theirs nothing to be sorry for okay you did nothing wrong I just need time to be alone okay" I said showing him my biggest smile I could muster my body was getting heavy again and I couldn't feel my legs but I still kept smiling even though it clearly hurt.

"Okay just please don't be home late I really want to talk to you Okay" he said. I didn't trust my voice so I just nodded and he let go I walked away immediately after and then my legs gave out and I was waiting to hit the ground butnever did again and to no one's surprise jisung caught me again.

"You okay lixie?" He asked."y-yes I'm okay" I mumbled as he put me back on my feet."Are you sure u can carry you back home it be mutch of a bother for me not that you ever were" he asked he didn't even wait he just lifted me I let out a startled yelp he just chuckled and kept walking.

We finally made it home when we stepped in everyone was at the couch waiting and I just hid In jisungs chest as I could feel them glaring into my soul."Where were you two" chan asked glaring at us both."We went to the park" jisung said clearly pleased with me getting flustered and I hit his chest softly before hearing him chuckle. And he kissed my forehead.

"Next time you guys leave please call or something around the sort because we were worried sick about you guys. And did you guys solve you problems?" Chan asked notnawware that I didn't tell anyone else that I had a problem not even jisung about my problem not even chan knew he just knew because of me talking in my sleep.

"What problem?" Jisung said he looked down at me I didn't want to say but then I felt myself being lifted up by someone else and by someone else I mean Hwang hyunjin. My heart sank and my face turn as red as a tomatoe.bridal style carried me so I was forced to look at everyone else.

It then hit me I was still hard and when I looked up everyone knew what my problem was. They all laughed and was still embarrassed to be honest so when I tried to get out of hyunjins grip it only tightened around me and he looked down. "It's okay we all have problems but would you mind letting us help you is the question?" He looked at me with a smirk but I was still embarrassed so I simply nod and he sat on the couch with me on his lap.

Hello angels long time no see huh well don't worry I had a minor set back and possibly lost brain cells in the process but we're back on track.