we wish we could fix everything people broke in us. we wish we could erase every person who came into our life and left holes in our heart.
we wish there was a way for us to rewind our past and erase every painful memory that made our life a little darker. we wish we had the power to go inside our own heart and bring it back to what it used to BE.
we wish there was a way to go inside our heart and make it brave again. we wish we could just cleanse our heart and rid it of all the mess, all the chaos and all the heartbreaks.
i wish we could show myself the kind of love we've been missing but darling I've learned that love doesn't work that way and healing doesn't happen unless you yourself feel it deep inside your soul.
I learned that another human being can't tell me how I should feel or who whom should I love or what kind of heart I should have.
Love is the only force I can't fight even if I know I am going to lose and I wish I had the power to fight with myself but darling that's one battle I am going to have to fight on my own.
Because we are still healing. we are still working on ourself. we are still trying to bring our old heart back.
And we are still trying to find a way to fix everything people broke in us. we are still trying to heal the wounds inside our own heart.
we are still trying to be brave again.
To trust again.
To love again.
And sometimes I wish there was a way for me to stay without losing myself.
Sometimes I wish my journey was simple and linear so I can easily turn a blind eye to reality.
To the facts that I know too well.
To the struggles that we are still trying to get through.
But here we are, still trying to mend the broken pieces.
Still trying to make sense of our journey and still very cautious because we are not ready to break our own heart again.
Because darling I've learned that just like can't force myself to change my heart or the way I love.
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One Shots
PoetryI got lost and disappeared.For Days. Sometimes i wonder which part of me came back
