The left out sturniolo

School (s1, e2)

6:30
I woke up and checked the time it was only 6:30 ugh I got up any way and started making breakfast for my brothers *I'll just say I had breakfast and didn't get a plate. After I made breakfast I left it for 5 mins so they couldn't suspect anything.
I went upstairs to tell them breakfast was ready. I went to the bathroom and did my make-up *hopefully they don't see that I have make-up on*

This is what you wore but with your hair down with those bangs. I go downstairs to see them eating and almost down hopefully it wasn't shit tasting.
"Um Excuse me y/n why are you wearing make-up " Nick asked very sassy and confused, "um cause I fucking can " I said mocking him. "How about you calm the fuck down " he said trying to stay calm but you can hear the anger in his voice. I quickly check the time before I reply so I know if I walk to school or wait a little longer upstairs *7:00* ok good. "WHY THE FUCK DO YOU CARE IT'S MY BODY MY MAKE-UP MY CHOICE " yelled getting really irritated "BECAUSE I DONT FUCKING GET WHY YOUR WEARING MAKE UP TO A NORMAL DAY OF SCHOOL " HE WAS YELLING,he was yelling,he was yelling? This broke you he never yelled at you.
You ran out of the house you can't be there he hates you he never wants to talk to you again and that's all you could think of. You decided to skip today so you snuck back upstairs from you window and layed down softly crying

2:45
This was the time you usually got home by so you got out the window and went to the door got your key out and unlocked the door you saw them all downstairs in the lounge room you threw you bag on the floor near the door and ran upstairs before they could say anything to you. Once you got to your room you locked the door and sat on the floor crying harder then you were before cause you saw them crying YOU made them crying you made your own brothers cry your a monster you put on your headphones and played you music and went to your bedside table and opened the draw grabbed the blade and ran into the bathroom in your room you cut deep into your skin

Time skip
5 minutes and 6 cuts later you finally stood up and went to the sink and washed the cuts stopped the bleeding and took your headphones off before you put your hoodie on. You heard the banging on your bedroom door you walked out the bathroom and walked to the door but before you opened it you put your headphones on so you could say you didn't hear them. You opened the door the three brothers sighed of relief and barged into your room and sat on your bed while Nick patted a spot next to him, walked to your bed and sat down next to him. "Y/n I'm so sorry I shouldn't of yelled at you its your choice to wear make up " he said worried but relieved "no Nick i yelled at you first you were just wondering i should of just told you " you said on the verge of tears. He pulled you into a hug but he touched your wrists while doing so but likely you became a pro at not flinching. "Um if its okay I'll go tomorrow but can I skip the rest of the week " you asked kinda worried they would say no, "ofc y/n if you need a break for a couple days if that's better for your mental health then do that " Matt replied you just got up and hugged him but before you sat back down you hugged Chris but you didn't let go you just cried you didn't really know why bit it felt better to cry with them then it did to cry by yourself. They came up and hugged you. "Guys can we maybe.. nvm it was a stupid idea " you began but didn't finish " no what was it y/n/n (your nickname) " Matt asked asked you got kinda happy after that cause he hasn't called you that in months "oh I was just gonna ask if we could maybe have a sleepover tonight " you asked shyly, "ofc we can " Matt said while Nick and Chris just nodded.

You set up your blankets and pillows next to Nick's bed and layed down "why are you wearing a hoodie y/n" Matt asked *fuck* "oh It just my comfort hoodie i know it sounds dumb but you know " you replied. Yous went to sleep.