The grand prix was a success as everyone's hopes were high. Yui was still looking at the two Pritickets she earned from Falala. Yui was happy, she should be since she won...but there was one...no there were many questions in her mind.
How does Falala know her mother? Why has Pakku taken on the form of Mana? What truly happened to her mother? Why did all this happen? Why now?
...Those questions spiralled in her head as she couldn't sleep during the night. She then heard sobbing from the room next to her's and Lala's.
It was coming from Mana's dorm room.
"...Just why me...?....What the fuck did I do to deserve this...?...If...they've never existed then....everything could've been avoided....it hurts-Pakku..."
Upon hearing Mana crying, Yui quietly entered her room.
Mana's hair was a darker shade of pink as her uniform was messy as the ribbon in her hair was darker than before. The mirror was shattered as the shards were smeared with purple blood. Yui was scared due to the state of the room but....
She just wanted to ease the pain "Mana" was facing, even if she was her enemy. Taking a onigiri from her pocket, Yui placed it on "Mana's" table as she also placed a blanket on "Mana".
It was the least Yui could do.
I'm so yume sorry...Mana-chan...no....Pakku.....I wish...that you could be yume happy like the rest of us are... Yui thought as she left the room quietly.
As soon as the door was shut, "Mana" looked at the door..."Yui...why are you always like this to me-Pakku?...I hate you with every ounce of my body...and yet....you treat me with kindness...why...?" she muttered as the sun was slowly beginning to rise as a new day was about to start.
And with it, a new beginning.
Mana got up as she gently folded the blanket Yui had placed onto her. Wiping her tears, Mana sighed as she decided to do something unthinkable...for the first time ever, she tied up her hair into a ponytail.
She even takes off her ribbon, "Perhaps...I should change...so that...I can finally be happy...for once..." she mutters as she places her ribbon on the table and eats the onigiri with a smile on her face.
Mana's ribbon, represented her origin, as Pakku, and of how she acted before...Without it, she'll be...a completely different person, someone who doesn't fear herself.
She wanted to be someone who wouldn't fear herself, someone who could...feel happiness...she still hated herself, but perhaps...she could make amends...
That is what she should do, right?
Maybe...just maybe...if...I can at least "smile"...then maybe...that day....won't happen...I still hate myself...I still hate everything...but...I could at least "lie" for the sake of my sanity...Mana thinks to herself as she uses her powers to make her uniform perfect as she keeps her composure.
"Even if...that day does happen....whether I fail or win this time...even if I loose my sanity or regain it....I just want to be happy for just a single moment...even if...it hurts...." Mana then sighs as she goes off, meeting up with everyone else in the canteen.
As she walks over to the canteen, slowly but surely, Mana's hair goes back to the normal shade of pink once again. Once she arrives she sees everyone looking at her in awe, which she kinda was expecting due to the fact that Mana is the most beautiful girl in the whole school.
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I rewrote Idol time Pripara!!♡
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