Whoever

Thoughts of love

                            Wow
Dont judge me . But i see another snowflake in the sky.
She makes my heart so heavy with feelings, makes me wanna cry.
I see her and im covered.
In feelings i never felt and now it beggs for me to discover.

Most faithfull smile, and the kindest eyes.
Grate personality and even grater reactions.
... do u know? Or act like a lie.
Should i tell? Or feel aside.
Just keep my feelings disgusted.

Amazing hun
Shines in the darkness of her tone.
She sometimes one her phone.
Otherwise in my head she goes.

Thinking thoughts of love.
Having feelings of love.
I think way to much
And yet I daydream bout her just as much

My heart wavers in her presences
But i keep a cool mind.
Only if she smiles at me
Will i do the same.
Not because of kindness but because I
Like
Her
Too.

PART 2

   .... its been days, to many months.
She has me im a daze. And yet distant to my feelings of love . Like wow these days i have to pick up the pase , just to get to the next phase with her but regection looks deadly to my heart , so better suffer in silence than her scavenger words to pain.

But some say no pain no gain
But i really dont want the pain
And would really love the gain
But things go south and it stains

Lost in thoughts