Bnha x idol female reader

Prologue1

" you know your just a girl you can't use soooo mush money just give it to your brother he can use it so mush more wisely you." Now that my friends is my mom a person who only ever cares about my brother a useless piece of shit, the kind that people step on, the kind on the streets.

"ANSWER ME, did I raise someone like you who only ever cares about herself?!!?" After my 'mom'  said that my 'brother' gave me a cold look as if to so that I better give the money to him which I got by working at a boba shop. 

"No, I worked hard for that money, remember when I was 14 and you told me that I can't live in this house unless I started working 'my' part I didn't even finish school! Now that i'm 18 you want me out and give the money I earned myself that!!!!" I screamed and pointed to my 21 year old brother that didn't bother to care about anything other than his mess of a girlfriend. 

(An: so basically todays her 18th b day and her 'mom' wants her to give her hard earned money to her brother who might I mention is a monster and gold digger.)

'Ohhh right now would feel so much better if I had a cup of ramen and it watching my hero academia if I was in there I'd be the BEST hero ...'

"How dar-" before she could finish I grabbed my stuff and I shut the front door and left. Of course she opened the door and started shouting curses at me but she wanted me to leave so she didn't come after me.

'I want anime ... i also want my moms love I crave it I worked hard enough right?'

I got out of their apartment building and left and with since I have no place to stay I went to the park for the night. I grabbed my thin blanket and thought about  my hero academias ending before I fell asleep. Then I felt as if my insides were rotting what was happening?

I woke up to see blank walls on all sides of me and then a voice. "your Y/N right?" I nodded confusion clearly on my face. Apparently the voice didn't care and continued. "You have unfortunately died but, lucky so you got picked for the reincarnation project, in this project you'll have all your memories but with a different personality to be reincarnated in to bnha to see what happens, hopefully you'll have a happy ending!!" " Also you will get a new part of the personality at the age of 13 and 18 ask your questions now cus you won't hear me ever again unless you die again!"

" umm idk........ actually why not I have tried the boring way of life last time, I just have two  question; how did I die? Also who are you?"

" Well you died cuz the food you ate at your mothers house is poisoned and the other question I do not have permission to say." It said in a monotone voice.

That broke my last defense so.... My mother really doesn't like me..... I thought that she only did what she did ...... I thought she wasn't like that.... She killed me why?? WHAT DID I DO.....what DID I do.... Why tell me why why is this, why am I ????

I knelt down I started to sob but then there was only black.

The darkness surrounded me I can't feel my body .... What is happening..... I can't talk...... I'm falling...... all of a sudden something changed I ...... I wanted revenge..... on the world.... I'll win and I'll kill any one against me....... Loving there is no such thing as that...... everyone does something for reason.

Ah so this is change ......the change of  thoughts already, whoever that voice was is quite powerful ....

what's happening to me?

(A/N; this is just for fun if there's any questions about the plot of something feel free to ask. :))