I was torn between better wait than forcing things to happen and take a risk or lose the chance. I know I should be rational in my decisions. I know someday these pains will eventually heal in perfect time. And that healing completely before jumping to another relationship is a must. Better not love than loving incompletely and hurt the person who did not hurt you. For it will be unfair for them. I am crossing fingers that I will make things right before it will ruin everything. 🤞 Road to deep self healing.
