Hate Took Over My Heart

Chapter 6 - Organizing The Start

      My head was going wild! I coudln't resist the happiness, I coudn't be any more greatful right now. I was actually scared that after going back to the cave the horses might get lost or escape. I decided to give an apple to each horse, just to make sure they don't starve to death. I made a big bowl out plantain leaves and poured some fresh water in it so they coud drink! I made sure they were fine and happy enough, after that I slided the key off my hair and opened the door. I opened it by the handle and went in again, I followed the track of the tunnel and I was back in the cave. 

    I started with the wool first, my dress quite looked like a piece of rag! I needed warm clothes so I started making a design just a little shirt that woud cover enough of me for a while. I was thinking to make two pairs of each thing. *Two shirts *Two shorts and one pair of underwear because I already have one! 

"Come one Angeline, do what you learn when you were 20!" I said thinking in a positive way. I knew alot about desingning, I was really good at it too! I forgot some stuff about it because since I started taking care of the mines my parents left me I had to stop the designing classes I was taking! 

*2 hours later...

    I looked at myself in the squared mirror that I found in the cave/house. I know that I shouldn't we wondering about my looks right now, but still I needed to see how I looked! I saw myself in the refelction of the mirror, I saw a strong women in front of me, the strongest. I saw myself resisting alone with no help! I know what to expect next... Misery, venguence, I was so lost, but now I am found full of hate, not being able to dream about being a princess or being happy with someone by my side. All those dreams are gone, I am strong and I will not give up until I see all my enemies breaking down. Every single one that hurt me in the past will pay!

     I decided to ta take a look and organize my new home. I mean this is not the mansion I use to live in but it'll do something I'm greatfull for it! I started with the mattresses I grabbed one of the big ones and I slided it ustairs in the middle of the room there was a huge chunk of wood about half as big as the room upstairs. The stairs were pretty secure and were made out of wood I guess 2 mattreses could fit in there, I only put one I mean one is enough for me. I went back donwstairs and grabbed some candles from the boxes I found hours ago. I took 8 candles, went back upstairs and put 3 in the floor in the shape of a triangle. The room was still empty a bit I had much space to even  put another big matress in there, but a bit of space won't hurt. I moved 3 steps back and put three more canldes in the same position 2 candles were left I put the in the stairs secure with the wood with my bracelets I mean I never thought that I would use my $75 bracelets for this well, too bad! 

      I went back donwstairs and grabbed the blankets I made, I organized them beautifully and put them in what's supposed to be my bed! My bedroom was finished I decided to work on the resting area, this was going to take a bit more because this part of the cave/house is bigger! there were little squared shelves everywhere in the walls, I put the candles in there, so that would give me enough  light when it's dark a night. This part of the room was very dusty. I grabbed my dress which I will now use as a rag and went outside to wet it! I pushed the door up and jumped to get out pushing myself up! I stood up and went staright to the waterfall I wet the dress and started talking a look around the horses were eating apples and driking water they looked relaxed! I went to pat them a little and see how they were. Everything was fine I smiled greatfully and went back to the cave/house, I got there and started cleaning the dust of the old couches I found I thought of leaving them here this is the right place for them, good! now I have to get the small table and put it right in the middle like a coffe table. 

      This part was done *sigh* this is sure exhausting. Maybe I''l take a brake. I went out to make myself a lunch and maybe wash myself in the water fall. I went back out. Walking towards the fruit trees with my basket made out of leaves while singing "I dreamed a dream". I picked 1 apple, 1 coconut, 1 banana and 1 peach. I used the knife I found in the cave/house I washed it and started to cut the fruits. I hit the coconut agaist this big rock that was near the waterfall and started drinking. I ate the fruits and enjoyed the sun.I washed my body and after that I was feeling happy and inspired, so I took miracle and started to ride the horse for a walk! Savior followed us I was okay with it I mean I love this horses they'er my babes. The wind was messing my hair I loved it. 

35 mins later *

       " Well, that was a good walk" I said smiling to MIracle ans Savior I ussually talk to them like they understand me, like they're humans. They're my only hope of still loving. The only ones that I will protect no matter what! They are a big reason why I'm still here living! My miracle and my savior. I thougt while looking at them smiling.

          Ok enough feelings I gotta go back and clean my cave/house. I kissed miracle and savior and went back to the cave/house. I cleaned the kitchen and found wood it was burned. It was used for a fire, mmm... I wil use it the same way. The kitchen table was dusty I wiped it with the dress/rag and it was cleaned I did the same thing with the chairs and the end up the same way, clean! I put some fruits in the middle of the table in the basket made out of leaves. I only had one room left to organize it was like this wide room like a rectangle, I walk that way there were some blankets separating the room from this one, the blankets were used as a sort of wall. I walked in and saw a book shelf with 38 books in there. I saw squared shelfs in the walls like the ones in the resting room for the candles. I guess I'll use this room as a storage room like a basement. I could put one small matress in here right beside the littlee wood box that I could use as a table and put medicines, I need to make medicines I could use the trees and plants, a lot of madicines are made out of trees and plants juice. I cleaned the shelf and each book and put them in the corner. I grabbed the two mattreses that were left and laid them in the floor in a corner. I moved the boxes where I had the candles and put them in this room, so when I needed a new candle I could come here! Perfect everything was ready.

It was dark in the night, I made a fire and light all the candles, I cheked on Miracle and Savior they were fine, the were asleep and I was laying in my bed thiking about the organizing of the start. I was a winner I'll survive. I will. This is just the organizing of the start.