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Mitsuri Kanroji x reader: how are you not

gather up all you bodily insecure sweet flower children. this is geared towards a chubby female reader. you and mitsuri are in a pr-established relationship. i hope my writing helps at least a bit with your own image of yourself. now please enjoy reading<3

Mitsuri pov:

I don't quite know what i just walked in to see. my cute sunny girlfriend was standing in front of the mirror in our shared room. her uniform was on the floor and she was only in her underclothes. her face held a gloomy expression and her arms were hugged around her midsection. 

i panicked and dropped the sakura mochi i was holding and about to eat. was she hurt, hungry, on her period, what was happening to my sweet cherry blossom. a loud gasp managed to escape my lips, she must have heard because she quickly turned to face me. she tried to wipe her eyes hurriedly but i noticed the tears resting on her cheeks. this made me even more panicked  "oh babe it's okay. i'm fine it's just a... a..." she stuttered on her words. i ran over to her and wrapped her in my arms completely disregarding the snack i had dropped when i first walked in.  "oh it doesn't look okay sweetie. please tell me what's wrong. was another demon slayer picking on you? are you hurt anywhere, do i need to take you to shinobu?" she buried her face in my shoulder and started crying even more. y/n's tears started to trigger my own.                   "how can you love me" she suddenly asked the question. i was confused and now even more scared "what do you m-mean???" her voice shook slightly "i look like a pig. i can hear the other corps members talking about it behind my back. i tried to not eat as much any more and train more but i just can't get skinny. it's horrible" my sweet baby was sobbing now. 

I've felt like this before. it wasn't a fun feeling. i thought back to when i was trying to get a husband. the nights i would cry myself to sleep, the mealtimes where i would make an excuse of not being hungry and eat a smaller portion, it was utterly horrible. like living in a cloud of misery all the time. "oh my honey. i'm sorry that people say that. th-they shouldn't be demon slayer corps members if they are saying that" i didn't want to burden the master with this but if i had to i would go to him. "i think you look beautiful and gorgeous and like the woman of my dreams" i managed to get the sentence out without too much blushing.   she looked up at me and giggled slightly. "that was really corny love" her cheeks were still wet with tears but her giggle was angelic. I don't know how I ended up with a lover as beautiful and lovely as her. 

"I don't usually condone violence but if you want me to I can go beat them up myself" 

She smiled at me. "That's ok. It's very considerate of you though" now, let's go make a hundred no two hundred Sakura mochi together. I started getting up "sure"  "and then we can eat up and then go train" the look on my sweet potatos face I will forever treasure.