I looked at violet in amazement while she took a drag of her black N mild.
" shy you look nice today nice new hair style ,new clothes and stuff. Where you get dem clothes from huh ? A booster or better yet are you the booster ? " violet asked , she looked like a true hater I could see it her eyes .
" naw she don't need to boost or get her shit from a booster. All her shit offical. you mad ? You mad because my best friend not catering to your broke ass no more ? " jakayla says sticking up for me...
" I never liked you little girl.Always thought you was better then somebody , shy you better not trust this little fast ass girl she will get you in a lot of trouble." Was she really trying to tell me what to do ?
" look violet just stay away from von okay ?" I turned around to walk out the door , but she called my name.
" Shy !! Wait..."
" what ?" I asked. I don't know why but I was hoping she would say sorry for all the pain she caused me, But like always I set myself up for failure.
" you turn 18 in a few months".
" I know ..and ? "
" and that means your ass need to pay me " she was so heartless I have no job which means no money.
" I'll have your money lady damn!" She was stressing me out and to think I actually wanted to see her .
" you better have my mother money we don't care how your broke ass get it , but chu better get it" mya said adding her 2cents in.
" yo , shut up you and your ugly ass sister trick to get your money , so stop fronting like you balling" jakayla says.
" high price hoe get it straight " she says proudly.
" that's crazy , you glad to be a hoe ?"
" sure nuff , now get out" mya says.
The hole time violet was smiling like she just won. No, No, sweet heart you will not win.
I was mad at the world right now no one could make this pain go away. it's like my mother live to see me fall.
" you okay shy ?" Jakayla asked.
" yea im straight"
" everything will be fine just stay positive , and it will all work for the better."
I sure hope so , but are you going to school or back to the house ?" I asked.
" neither Im going to chill with tay he wants me to pick out a suit to match my dress , so im going with him."
" aww how cute .. Well im going back to the house."
" no !!!what if my moms still home ? "
" ill just say I didn't feel good so I came home."
" ohh okay later" we huged and went are separate ways.
Back At The House.
Thank god mrs.jones wasn't home it seemed like no one was. Keem took von to school them two were really close , and keem was such a good role model. He teaches my brother how to be a man that's what I love about him. I went to vons room to get some sleep and clear my mind when I heard a noise. At first I thought I was going crazy until I heard it again. I looked for something to protect myself but came up empty . I froze I was scared I know it was the dumbest thing to do but shit what was I suppose to do? . I heard foot steps getting closer , then I heard the door open.
" shit !!you scared me nigga " I said to him.
" why your ass ain't in school?" Keem asked me ?
" I had business to handle ".
" stop lying.. where you was at ?"
" keem how does it feel to have a mother like mrs.jones ? " I was curious.
" whatcu mean ?"
" I mean how does it feel to have a mother who actually cares about you ?"
" why you asking me that ? What happen ?" He asked.
" Im helpless I have no one except von , and jakayla." I was on the verge of tears.
" don't say that shy , you have alot of people who care , Stop feeling sorry for yourself because there's somebody in this world that's going through tougher times then you are. "
" I know , but it feels like life is so good to everyone except me , I don't have a job , I might not ever go to College it's saddens me , and it's all because of violet.. I hate her !!" By now the tears were flowing.
" listen to me don't you ever say that. I don't care what type of pain she put you through that's your mother , without her you wouldn't be here today .You put a limit on your self it's not where you come from it's where your going , so your mother mistakes should not effect your future."
" easy for you to say.. You have both parents , I have nothing"
" shy baby stop feeling sorry for your self you better then this"
" I just wish I had a least one of my parents to talk to , hug me , and give me advice"
"what happen to your dad ?" He asked.
" how do you know about my dad ? "
" believe it or not my sister tells me everything"
" figures but I haven't seen my dad or grandma I think Im ready to see him" I confessed.
" you should "
" I will go soon... Hey can you go with me ?"
" huh ? "he acted like he couldn't hear me
" I said can you go with me to see my father ?"
" you sure ?" He asked.
" yea im pretty sure jakayla doesn't want to go with me."
" aight I'll go , but im bout to head out ,so call me if anything" he said getting up and hugging me. He smelt so good I didn't want to let go. Damn
