What If?

What If?- Chapter 1

FELIX POV

I could feel the old wooden floor on my back. My phone was placed beside my limp body.

I had been dancing for 7 hours straight with only 2 water breaks.

My panting breath could be heard across the practice room.

At moments like these, I think.

Of the future.

Of the present.

Of the past.

But especially, the past.

I could feel my warm tears cascade down my cheeks. I thought of everything.

Why did I have to mess up the choreo?

Why did I not learn more Korean?

Why did I sleep instead of practice?

Why did I come-

Suddenly I felt a person hug me .

It was Jisung.

I hug him back tightly, muttering under my breath that I was sorry for everything.

I felt his strong grip leave my body . My head hung low, my eyes boring into the floor.

I could hear footsteps. I recognised them. It was Chan hyung. He placed his hand on my shoulder.

I slowly lifted my eyes . Tears were flowing down Chan hyung's eyes. I knew I disappointed him.

He spoke," I will never leave you behind. If you need me, find me, Kay?"

I slowly nodded my head as my throat was slightly sore from crying.

He went over to the refrigerator at the side of our practice room and gave me a water bottle. I slowly sipped the water.

My eyes moved around the room. But my gaze narrowed down on Binnie hyung.

I slowly walked over hyung and knelt down. He was sobbing, his head pressed against his chest.

He slowly said," Hyung is sorry....so sorry...." I slowly held his hand and whispered," Hyung should not be sorry. I should be. Its my fault ."

Suddenly I saw some staff coming into the room. They politely asked me to follow them.

I looked at members one last time. It could be the last time I ever see them again.

Or would it be?

Oh well...

Stray Kids will forever be 7.

It had now been 3 1/2 years since that incident.

As soon as I got out of that practice room, I resigned myself from the trainees list and went on to find other entertainment companies to join.

After just a week of searching, I auditioned and ended up at Wave Korea, a newly emerging entertainment company.

I still keep in contact with Minho. He was a trainee at JYP for 1 year after his elimination .

But after some time, he quit and went back to being a backup dancer for BTS. Now he is a famous model and has done many modelling gigs for luxury brands.

Me however,

I have now been a trainee for nearly 3 1/2 years.

I was 17 years old when I tried for my dreams.

Now I am nearly 21 years old and still haven't achieved my dream.

How fast time flies...

I was snapped from my thoughts when I heard a loud screeching sound come from the intercoms.

As soon as I started to get myself from the extremely uncomfortable position I was lying in, I heard an announcement going through the intercoms of the building.

The announcement said clearly with a husky but excite tone," Lee Felix, please report to the CEO's office. "

I ran to the CEO's office.

I smoothed put my clothes and entered the large spacious room.

I came face to face with the CEO of the company.

I bowed and sat down on one of the chairs.

He cleared his throat and said, with a big grin on his face," Lee Felix, you are going to debut"

Word count:-606 words

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