Can you keep a secret?
(Inupi Seishu Yandere Oneshot Fanfic)I never know how to talk to guys.
And it wasn't a secret to everyone on campus.
When guys talked to me I felt like ants crawling up my arms, palms sweaty like an overflowing dam and cold chills up to the spine, I felt sickly when they tried to approach me.
It's not something I've grown into, It's something more of an effect from a bad trauma I had with the past.
Let's just say guys would see this as a weird reaction towards them, but how could they understand, they wouldn't, you wouldn't unless you become a 13 year old girl in this world.
After that sexual harassment, everything felt like it was out to get me. Therapy doesn't help, it doesn't erase traumas, it helps you live with it and carry on.
When I moved into everyday life, a bitter seed was planted inside me, a sour abrasive feeling of the need to get away from people.
As I navigated my way through life, my PTSD manifested in various ways.
I would often find myself struggling with flashbacks of the traumatic event, reliving the terrifying moments as if they were happening all over again. These intrusive memories would strike at the most unexpected times, leaving me trembling and overwhelmed.
My close friends and family could see the impact of my trauma on my everyday life. They noticed how I would sometimes withdraw from social gatherings, unable to cope with the fear and anxiety that crowded my mind.
They witnessed my struggle to trust anyone.
"Y/n!"
I heard my name called by a sweet voice, I turned and saw her waving by the school gate, her hair smooth, like liquid melted gold under the bask of sunlight. I feel abrasive irkness with the proximity of other people,
but not my Akane.
"I have been looking for you!" She grinned, her beautiful smile just as bright as any other smile she'd bid my way, and it warms my insides to a calm.
Akane has that effect on everyone. If she were ever reincarnated today as a person, then her past life must've been a sun, because I felt like I'm part of any planet in her solar system, I revolve around her.
We were best friends, two peas in the pond, right sock to the left, sun to the flower, you name it, we were inseparable, maybe because she's the only one I could tolerate after everything.
Akane was a year older than me, teen years had ended for me last year, I hoped for better things to happen in my twenties.
"How was your summer?" You asked her as she linked her arms to yours, guiding you towards the main door of the campus.
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Can You Keep A Secret? (Inupi Seishu)
Fanfiction𝐘𝐀𝐍𝐃𝐄𝐑𝐄 𝐈𝐍𝐔𝐏𝐈 𝐒𝐄𝐈𝐒𝐇𝐔 𝐅𝐀𝐍𝐅𝐈𝐂 Two people can't keep a secret, not unless one of them is dead. Warning: SMUT, Obsessive thoughts, Girl x Girl Themes, Breeding Kink, Baby Trapping. Read at your own discretion.