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17.

kajani | ‼️warning, may contain.. miscarriages and trauma.

I felt cramps in my stomach heavy, I went into the bathroom to see what it was and before I sat on the toilet my sleeping pants were filled of blood

" No this can't be" I felt my eyes getting watery and alot of emotions flowing all around my body

"why it's blood-" amir came In and hugged me while sliding my pants and stuff down to sit me on the toilet

"Was it my fault" I put my face in my hands sobbing and questioning myself what did I do for this to happen

" No ma, you didn't do nun ma I promise you and we going to the hospital to check this shit out" he rubbed my back as I was just crying my eyes out

"God knows I needed something like this in my life I'm so upset so angry, I wanna go amir I don't wanna be here" I hugged his neck just sobbing as alot of blood was in the toilet continuously dropping
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"it is a miscarriage momma" the doctor came in the room hugging me as I sobbed on her scrubs

"no this can't be true" I started crying more and more and a lot of snot came out and everything

"It's okay momma, it's somewhere happy I promise" she was feeling in my back as Amir was doing the same

"thank you, I'm ready to go now" I wiped my face and the doctor let me go

" I could recommend therapists if you want any or any medication you help like depressants" she looked sad herself too

"No she ight, I got her thank you" Amir came picking me up and I wrapped my legs around his hips

"I feel empty"I started sobbing again and again and he was just feeling on my back calming me down

"mama i swear you got this, calm down for me ma please this not the end I promise" he kissed me on my cheek and I just listened to him

my head was aching, I was getting tired and just laid on his shoulder while my eyes slowly closed
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"mama you gotta eat get up for me" Amir tapped on my shoulder and I opened my eyes seeing my favorite in my face

"I can't eat I'm sorry bae I'm not hungry" I looked at him and got under the covers and he sighed

"Ma imma put this up but you gotta eat it later on and imma make sure you eat kajani" He took the cover off my face and kissed my lips softly

"Okay I will" I said knowing I was kinda lying but I was hungry a little but lost my appetite quickly from what had happened

I heard his food steps going away, I turnt to the other side waiting on him to get back in bed with me then I felt the felt the bed mattress go down a little indicating he was there

"cmere bae" he got under the cover with me and pulled me closer to him and our eyes locked

"I'm so tired of trying to be happy amir" I said almost crying again but he rubbed my back which calmed me down

"I know mama, I know.. just push through happiness coming real soon with me in that shit too" Amir grabbed my neck tongue kissing me and grabbing my titties rubbing my nipples

"I'm still bleeding chill" I stopped him and smirked a little

"I can still tease ya little sexy ass" he kissed me another time and sucked on my bottom lip

"watch what i can do" i put my hand down there to his pants holding onto his dick

"ay kajani chill" he chuckled and I chuckled a little too but I ended up putting my hand down there, going up and down on it while kissing him