Forbidden Desires

3 - Dilemma

15th September 2012

- Nicki's POV

Nicki sighed as she sank further into the bed, scrolling through Instagram. It had been a week since the music video shoot and that kiss. Honestly, she didn't know what she was thinking, letting a young man kiss her and then kissing him back.

After she practically ran out of his trailer and went to the hotel, Nicki felt so guilty. She was in a long-term relationship with Safaree, but that kiss with Justin made her feel so good. He was a great kisser, she won't lie, and his lips were so soft and warm.

But now she was feeling conflicted and she needed to get a grip. She and Safaree have been together for way too long to throw it away for a guy notorious for being a fuckboy. She saw the text Justin sent about wanting to meet up to talk but didn't respond as she was embarrassed.

'As long as I ignore what happened and move on, everything will be fine,' she thought. It didn't make sense to tell Safaree what happened; it wasn't worth it. It would just be their little secret. For now, Nicki had to practice for the AMAs and focus on the re-issue of her album.

˗ˏˋ ✧･ﾟ: ✧･ﾟ:*༺♥༻*:˚･✧:˚･✧ ˎˊ˗

30th October 2012

- Justin's POV

"As long as you love me

I'll be your platinum

I'll be your silver

I'll be your gold"

Justin was preparing for his performance next month at the American Music Awards and decided to perform "As Long As You Love Me" acoustically. He was even considering re-releasing "Believe" as an acoustic version, but he would dwell on that later. Right now, all he could think of was Nicki and what had happened on set.

After releasing "Beauty and a Beat" earlier this month, the music video racked up 10.6 million views in its first 24 hours on YouTube. Everyone liked the video's storyline, where 3 hours of personal footage was stolen from Justin and then illegally uploaded by an anonymous blogger. People especially liked the chemistry between him and Nicki, and Justin couldn't help but like some of the dirty tweets about them from their fans.

Thinking about Nicki got Justin's head all messed up. He could not stop thinking about how nice Nicki's lips felt on his. How soft it was and how much he wanted to taste them again. How nice her body felt in his arms. He was down bad. Nicki left LA and never responded to his text, even though when he went on her Twitter, she was active daily, tweeting and responding to the barbz. Justin knew Nicki was ignoring him and knew why, but he just wished she'd respond with something, even if it were a rude text telling him to leave her alone.

He knew he was going to see her again next month since they both got multiple nominations at the AMAs. The thought of seeing her beautiful face got him a bit excited and made his dick jump. He and Selena were still fighting, meaning he hadn't gotten any action in a while. Did he feel bad about thinking about another woman when he was in a relationship? Yes, but he couldn't help it. Justin realized that if he continued thinking about Nicki, he would be obsessed.

Sighing, Justin went back to rehearsing when Scooter entered his studio.

"Jusssttttinnnnnnnnn," sang Scooter with that big Cheshire grin on his face. 'This is not going to be good,' Justin thought. "Yes, Scooter?"

"AMAs called and want you to perform another song since 'As Long As You Love Me' won't be enough. I told them you were willing to perform 'Beauty and a Beat' with Nicki since she is also nominated."