I'm a listener, I'm a listener.. : Wilbur X Reader

𝑨 𝒓𝒆𝒂𝒍𝒊𝒔𝒂𝒕𝒊𝒐𝒏..

Song I recommend for this part: Genesis by Grimes (just the short intro, since this isn't too long you know😅)

Since I've never lived alone, it was hard leaving my siblings of course. That's why a week before leaving Leeds, I started spending more time with my family. My siblings didn't understand why, but just played along. I didn't tell them yet. I didn't want them to be sad. Especially Maya. My mum knew what was coming though. I didn't want to have to leave. I didn't. I really didn't. But it was my opportunity to become something bigger than I am now. Just a streamer. I was crying most of the week and honestly if I wasn't crying I was lying in bed and staring on the ceiling trying not to think about what's gonna happen in a few days. It was gonna happen though. I knew it was. The only thing keeping me from laying in bed the whole week and sobbing is Nihachu and my two little rats. Adrian and Maya..

A week full of packing and tears was gone, and today is the day. The day I'm gonna, move.. This day is thrilling yet depressing. My siblings can't take care of themselves without me, and I'm gonna leave to London, 5 hours away. Why exactly does this have to happen, yet why exactly couldn't have this happened before having to be a babysitter for my siblings? I really wanted to go to Britain again and see all my friends and just reunite, but I didn't wanna leave my siblings. God, why am I making this so dramatic?..

This was probably the hardest week of my life. It was. I swear to god it was.
I don't think I've been so sad in my whole damn life. I just wanted to run away and never come back again. It was like an apocalypse. You know the problem is never going to solve, but have to swallow it someway. You have to help you yourself.. But the fact that I was never coming back to Leeds except for a little 'family homecoming' and stuff, that just CERTAINLY wasn't helping.