Halo's random thoughts and diary

Purpose

How does one know what their purpose is? I think about this almost daily.

I work for a nonprofit. I'm in a certain aspect a social worker. Is this my purpose?

My dream is to be a writer. I did self publish my first book but it was a flop. Made me give up writing for a couple years. I'm sure in this I'll talk more about that.

I'm working on my first novel right now but can't shake the feeling that it's going to flop like my last one.

Is writing my purpose?

What if I don't have a purpose? What if my purpose is to just breathe? To just exist and let others have a purpose?

I want to be that person that adopts a lot of shelter animals and give hopes to the animals. Is that my purpose?

Idk anymore. Is it all my purpose?

I wanted to own my own business- a studio that made short films, movies, video games, it all. Some past people in my life made me give up on it. Could owning my own studio be a purpose?

I really don't know at this point what it could be. I want to be a writer. I want to write stories bringing light to mental health, but I don't think I can do that well.

I'm just unsure at this point. I'm happy with life but I'd be happier if I felt like I knew what I was made for.