~Window {Dave lezewski X fem oc}

Move

The house was plain.And boring.And just pretty shit.

All the walls were scarce and empty, the floor were covered in this fake wood that was faker than my mom's hair blonde hair dye, and all the furniture was wrapped in this translucent plastic.Holy shit.I was back in America.After all these years, I'm not thirteen anymore.I'm going to go back in that school tomorrow and show them all I'm a different person!

When I was thirteen, I was disgusting.I always had thick braces and thick rimmed glasses.My hair always looked like I had just touched one of those electric balls that make your hair stick upBut now I'm sixteen and I'm different.I just can't wait to fall in love and find a guy.I don't know that just makes me sound delusional but that's okay.

I went upstairs and searched for the door to my room.As I entered, I plopped my bag on the floor and looked around.It was completely bear, other than the bad that the mover people left for me to sleep on and the piles of clothes on the corner of the room.

I bent down and opened my bag.I rummaged through it for some pyjamas for the night.I was so jet lagged from the trip there that I feel like I could just drop down asleep right here.I pulled out another marvel t-shirt and some superman leggings.I quickly changed and started getting ready to go to sleep.

I took out my bun and my hair fell down my my back, then rubbed makeup remover all over my face.I then put some moisturiser on {which made me look like I just dipped my face in a bag of fries} and finally, took out my contacts.

I looked in the small portable mirror I was using.I looked disgusting.Sometimes looking like this make me not want to be alive.I don't think people ever realise I'm insecure, maybe because I just cover it up so well.I actually can't imagine being loved or even getting married because imagine I had just fucked a guy then, the next morning, he wakes up to find he just slept with the green goblin.

I put my gold rimmed glasses on that I use before I go to bed and open my window.I love sleeping with my window open as I can feel the breeze go up my neck when I sleep.Today, the sky was royal blue and the clouds were hidden under the glow of the crescent moon.I smiled and watched the people below me walking around, going about their nights clubbing, walking their dogs.ect.

"Connie baby!!You want some warm milk"I heard my mom's muffled voice from behind the closed door.
"No I'm okay"I shout back.

I turn off my light and slip into my covers then take out my phone and stare at it for a few minutes. I then open Wattpad and begin to read marvel fan fiction.I had just finished a really good one about Becky Barney's and Steve Rogers and I was sad I had finished it.I scrolled through a bit then gave up,then went on Pinterest, then TikTok, then tumblr and all the different apps I have.I then turn off my phone and try to sleep.I fail pathetically and just stare at my wall for hours

{hi just wanted to say I am writing this from an American POV but I am Litteraly the most British person ever so please correct me on my American slang if I get anything wrong thx}