zacharias the father of ketchup packets

10/10/23

BAHHAHAHAHAHAHH i totally forgot about this stupid boook and havent wrote in it since like may oh m gee

anyways i was in 7th grade when i wrote that and even though i said i wasnt emo i still totally was i didnt even know what mutilation was 

but i was in 7th grade when i wrote that and now im in 8th grade. 8th grade is cool its not hard or anything but i am completely terrified of promoting. i do not want to promote from this school. but maybe i should because i literally got dragged by the school security for a morbid angel shirt. but high school is prlly worse tho. 

a lot of things happened, but at the same time, not really. 8th grade is ok. i wanna kill myslef tbh but we jus too cool for that. uhmmmmm...nothing really happened tho. my life is boring tbh. i say i want to kill myslef but at the same time i dont knw if i actually mean it. i say it too much. maybe im cringy or something. i dunno. 

uhmmm...i got more into bm and stuff. i dont really listen to death metal besides cannibal corpse and autopsy and stuff. uhmm my bangs are outta control rn and i kinda hate them. but my life without them isnt possible. atleast i can hide my face behind my bangs. so uhh yeah.

i hate my life, but like i said i say things like that too much. i dont know what to do with my life. i dont know what im going to work as when i grow up. i dont wanna grow up. but yeah. im not gonna live past 18 or something. i want to kill myslef, but i say it too much, im cringy. i think i say it too much to the point i just say it to little problems in  my life. 

uh oh i sound emo.

anyways i found some cool bm bands and stuff. nobody reads this stupid book but im chill wit that. the 2 views i have are prbbably just myself. i like to read my own stuff sometimes, because i sound stupid every time i do. so future me is gonna be reading this and making funof myself. 

maybe ill dedicate my life to become teddy from palo alto. 

yeah

smashable. i love teddy from palo alto.i love jack kilmer with my whole heart. hes not just a smash hes literally the best thing ever. live laugh love teddy. i lov teddy. i sound weird.